| hiya, i just wanted to reply to you as you brought tears straight back to me. I lost my first son when i was 38 weeks i know exactly what you mean, i didnt know anything about it until it happened to me and likewise know far to much now. that was four and half years ago. thankfully i fell a few months later and had another boy who is fine and i'm pregnant now. It's so very hard to relax and enjoy being pregnant sometimes when you think of the children you've lost but believe me when you get your baby you will feel even more joy. You know what it is to lose so you'll cherish every second when you have your little nipper. I send you lots of love and goodluck get ya man and get practising!! lol xx ( sorry for rambling and probly not making sense) | 
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