I've sorted it all out - there's no turning back now. Well, there is, but I really don't think I should!
I'm going back full time as of the 5th February. Work have agreed that I can work 9-5 instead of alternate shifts (8-4, 9-5, 10-6) so I can do the nursery and school runs.
Charlie is booked in at a fab little nursery near Kayleigh's school so that will make it easier. I am taking him for 3 one-hour visits a week, the first being on Monday at 2-3pm. I'll stay on the premises for the first visit, but will be in the office doing the paperwork while he is in the Ducklings room on his own.
I've sorted out my Busy Bees childcare vouchers, which will save me about £70 a month (every little helps).
So all done now.
Please tell me I'm doing the right thing.
