rae05

I'm not sure if I should be ranting in here or not but I'm doing it anyway.


Everything just feels like its going completely wrong in my life right now. The issues with the babys dad, having to pack up my life and leave, I'm doing distance courses now and I just can't make myself work at them. I had a job interview 2 days ago, and a girl that was supposed to be my *friend* and pretty much told me I didn't deserve the job because I was pregnant got it instead. Everything just feels like its completely falling apart. I'm really just not exactly sure how to get myself back on track.

I can't make Adam be more involved and grow up, no matter how much I'd like to. I'm doing everything I can to study because I know its so important to do well in these courses, but I read a few pages and fall asleep. And apparently, its an issue getting a job because I'm obviously pregnant. I had that job before, they called me last year and ASKED me to come back but I couldn't. I'm more qualified and older than that other girl, and yet she got it. I wouldn't have put it past her to point it out to them that I was pregnant and say something about it in her interview. I should have gotten that damn job....people are ignorant.

alyxzandra

Rant on. Your so-called "friend" is a selfish COW!!!! She not only goes for the same job that you had before and then says you do not deserve it because you are pregnant? Is it me or is she trying to say you should be punished for being pregnant? Some people really deserve to be b*tch-slapped.

I see you are in your first trimester. I was lucky if I could get out of bed during that whole time and was always late for work. You are bound to be shattered at this stage because of all the hormones. Try to do your best, but remember you are growing a baby and that takes a lot out of your body, thus you will be very tired.

nikky0907

As I said,she's a bitchy little thing...

You know Rae,you are actually more prepared for this than most people...All the other things,they will fall right back into place.

As for Adam,all he has caused you so far this pregnancy is worrying and stress...you don't have to do anything that concerns him anymore.

wannabmum

Sorry u having such a rough time the now hun, people can be sooooo ignorant try not let it bother u (easier said than done I know) It will all work out kepp u chin up.

xxx

rae05

Oh, they're falling into place! AMY I have to show you something that has to do with T.

Anja

with friends like that, who needs enemies??? Stay strong hun, you know who your friends are (in real life and on here), use them....thats what freinds are for...they support you when you are down, not kick you in the face!!!!

thelilbump

Sory your havin such a crappy time at the moment. it's last thing to u need. And OMG what a snidy thing of your 'friend' to do!!!

rae05

Yeah shes not a very nice person. And she won't admit when she's crossed the line, because she can never do anything wrong. No longer a friend!!