Had a job interview this morn at a family centre for a casual play worker job and i got it!
Don't know whether to take it though..i want it! BUT...
1. Its only casual so i will work as and when required, sometimes only 2.5 hours a week...how do i live off that, it doesnt seem worth it! But at the same time i can only work a few hours anyway cus of childcare..basically i can only work during the times Ewan is not.
2. I'm gettin £112 a week at the minute from maternity allowance...if i start work..even if its just 2.5 hours, i'll lose MA! However, this will stop in june anyway, then i'll have nothing!
So dunno what to do, dont seem worth doin really especially when i could carry on not workin and gettin paid till june..but at the same time even if i only work a couple of hours it gets me out the house, gains me some experience and even some more qualifications! I cant aford childcare and wouldnt want anyone else to look after Oliver yet to be honest anyway so i have no choice but to work only a few hours..but then how the hell do we pay the bills on just a few hours work? Also Ewan works shifts so i cant even gaurentee Ewans gonna be off working the oppasite shift to me on the days they need me.
What would you guys do? x