Should probably be in health and well being but I'm putting it here instead.

Why is it that people are far more worried about the health of your unborn child than how you're feeling? Don't get me wrong I know the baby is important but I'm still a flippin person why the hell don't people see that. I've had enough I think I'm going to just shut myself away and hide.

All I seem to do these days is cry because of everything, I can't handle much more with work or home life. I don't know what to do about anything.

My tenancy on my flat is up 31st march I can't afford to rent privately anymore, the council say I'm only in they lowest band D and moving back in with my family temporarily seems to be too much hassle for them.

Sorry but none of my friends are really bothered about what's going on with me and I need to rant to someone.

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Hun Im sorry to hear you're having a rough time. Why wont the council give you a place? I dont really understand how it works. I figured if you were soon to be homeless and can't afford a privately rented place then you take priority? I dont know.

If you're feeling stressed talk to your midwife. Ive got a history of depression, and my mam has bi polar that was triggered by childbirth so theyre being really good with me and keeping a close eye on me too. Im sure theyll do the same if you tell them how you're feeling.

Hope you feel better soon

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I don't have any advice, I just wanted to give you some big

Sending big hugs too...

Thanks girlies, all I seem to want to do at the moment is sit and cry and it's making working difficult too.

Linzi, I had depression 2006 & last year, thought I'd got it sorted but doesn't seem to have gone completely!!

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I think with all the hormones and everything changing it drags up a lot of stuff. I dont know about your situation, but having a baby myself dragged up a lot of family history and I think thats what has set it off in me.

I would definately talk to someone hun, it'll be worth it.

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awww sweety , please don't suffer alone. shutting yourself away is not the answer.

Feels like it sometimes, Rich just thinks I'm being silly and laughs went I get into a crying fit. He knows with things as they are it's hard to me and he's there for me as much as he can be as an ex but I can't talk to him properly knowing he isn't into the whole baby thing. It's like I want to say to him tonight if wen I go to the midwife tomorrow morning will he come and meet me if I have to go to the hospital or anything but he would think I'm being paranoid and silly.

Nobody else really talks to me as I'm me anymore they just see Peanit and the incubator (cant spell lol!!) not me. I'm finding it hard to cope with work and finances are bad at the moment too without worrying about Peanit stuff or leaving work. see 100th time today i'm crying.