Sounds like your stomach acids hun i have had this before and i think i know the taste you mean It will be because your stomach was so empty when you were sick and wasn't lined with anything iykwim?

I'm really sorry you're having a bad day

Forgot to add- i'm glad kat is okay and her and baby ruby are doing well

Thanks for being so supportive louise, i know you're right and everything else is more important than work right now. I feel a bit terrified actually, but like you say, it can always be a trial and if it doesn't work out, at least i'll know (and work will know!) that i gave it a go!

We'll see how the week turns out anyway...

That's bile Claire or stomach acid, because your stomach was empty, I still bring it up sometimes and it is horrendous the taste is so acidic and burny too. I know it's hard but try to eat or drink something even after you are sick as at least if you are sick you have something to be sick on. I try to do this even though it's the last thing you feel like doing after throwing up.

I've been throwing up too and it's just awful I tried not drinking anything much for a day and my ketones returned so now I have to keep drinking even though it makes me sick cos I don't want to end up back in hospital again on the drip.
I'm now at the stage where everyone is saying to me oh at least you've only 3 months left now and I'm like WTF!! Even just the thought of 3 more months of this is enough to make me want to go throw myself off a cliff somewhere.

Stephen's off work all this week as it's a public holiday over here today and tomorrow and I feel crap cos I can't do anything or go anywhere nice for a day out, I'd even love to just go for a drive to Newcastle and have a picnic up the mourne mountains but there's no chance of that happening.
I am hoping to go to Belfast on Wednesday morning but I only want to have a quick look in 2 shops so it'll be a case of getting up there early before shops open so we can get parked near then home again in plenty of time for lunch again. I just can't wait til this is all over to be able to do normal stuff again. On the plus side my in laws were round and bought us a lovely wee outfit for baby and they are going to buy our cot mobile for us too.

At least we now know there is light at the other side as Kat has came through it all and survived it and she now has a beautiful baby girl.

Good luck with it rebaby, let us know how it goes and just be sure to take it really easy and at your own pace as sometimes work can tend to think that if you're there then you're able to do everything like you used to before all this. Let them know before you come back that you may find it very hard. I'm sure you are scared, that's natural, I've been off now since the end of Feb and I would be absolutely petrified about going back right now even if I was feeling great.

thanks ladies i feel better now i just freaked cos i hadnt seen it before and the taste was just awful, louise if sumone said to me u only have 3 months of this left i would smack them, surving another day of it is bad enough argghhhh ppl are so stupid!!

well work tonight for me unfortunalty my work dont pay sick pay just statuatory and i carnt afford to be of work on that pay and my boss is a male arrogant pig who just look at me like im barmy when i keep saying i need to go be sick, tonight he is going to have a go at me cos i went home 2 hours early on friday i just couldnt stand it i was so drained and i was sick in work there wasnt even any bloody loo roll so i thought sod it im going home so i have that to explain to him tonight, oh the joy

yay!! we are home!!!
have visitors here at the min so will post all the gory details in a bit, but in the mean time here are a zillion pics to keep you going!!

thanks dave....

just a wee handful....

her favourite position!

in her wee inkie..

u have NO idea how good this tasted!!

Awwwwwwww! She is so so sweet! A real cutie! And i love the last photo

Isn't she gorgeous, gives us all some hope too that this will all end eventually! Well done Kat.

i promis guys.. it will end for you too, and when it does, you will feel like a million dollars! you really really will!

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww she is so beatuiful!!! which hosp are you at wow it looks fab i take it this isnt in the uk? lol my hosp doesnt look like that.

I love the last picture of u eating that big fat burger haha!!! fab, oh and i love love love that blanket that is over ruby when she is in the cot the darker pink one.

Congrats again i carnt wait till i have my baby now