Any news? Lol not yet.

Pains seem to have tailed off nicely,last night i was on my hands and knees in my bedroom (so chloe wouldnt see) crying my eyes out,my mate came round and calmed me down and rubbed my back love
her.
I had another lavendar bath just before that and reckon that intesified the pains,my mate put me in another bath (no lavendar,you shoudl see my skin) and I felt so much better they calmed down.
Basically my cervix is stretchy (effaced) but not moving as i dont think my body/baby is ready! No one can give me any answers so its a case of sitting here waiting for phone or my waters to go. I feel Yuck down there,well gross and i keep thinking is it water or you know yucky stuff coz I have gone beyond thinking now about anything. I think my little girl doesnt want to meet her mummy anymore.

I really dont know what to say,you lot must be sick of me and thinking WTF how can something go on this long? Well I must have record for longest almost in labour for Baby and Bump at the very least.
Thanks for listening to this ramble
Bex