Hey girlies...
Sorry i havent been around much! Had a lot of family issues to try and deal with...
A few weeks ago, my nan almost died..she is still with us, but she was in a diabetic coma. Shes out now, and just out of hospital, but has now been diagnosed with heart failure...

Then, when visiting my nan in hospital, my uncle had a second heart attack! (thank god it was at the hospital eh?!)
& i've just generally been feeling really down!

all i wanna do all day is cry..
Just found out the bitch of a future SIL is in labour...

&i just cant cope..
no-one seems to realise that it upsets me..meh..
i still refuse to talk to her...keeps rubbing stuff in my face..
a couple of weeks ago, turning up at my boyfriends mums house just because the baby was kicking and she wanted me to feel it, because "i probably wont ever get a chance to feel it"...BITCH!!!!!!!!

But i'm back now..
Hopeful for this month! Come on

!!!
Hows everyone else????
love, Maddi xxxxx