elmaxie

I am soooo fed up!!

My doctor has just signed me off work for two weeks as I have found the death of my uncle quite hard. But its having a terrible effect on me and putting a huge strain on my relatoinship as I am stuck in the one place I HATE!

Basically we get married in September and I love my OH sooo much but since we met we have constantly had s**t happen. I moved in with him into the City(which I hate and find it very hard!) in his one bedroomed flat. I am used to rural living and talking to people you meet/neighbours and when its sunny being able to go outside, hang your washing out etc....

Anyway we put the flat up for sale in March but had NO interest at all!!

I just cant seem to find anything positive right now with selling, if it doesnt get sold soon I may need to sell my little tortoise(as being in a top floor flat is far from ideal) and I cant bear having to sell him.
Plus I am wondering if ttc is the right thing to do as this isnt a place to bring up a child in, plus if we have a baby I will be going part time which then reduces how much we can afford to get a new place(ie we wouldnt be able to afford anything!)

I just feel my life has fallen apart since meeting my soumate and even though I get married in a few months I cant seem to even bring myself to get excited about that!! Its not that I dont love him I do...I just dont think I can live in the middle of the city for much longer!!!

I just feel so trapped here, and so down, and now I dont even have work to escape to from this place!!

Thank you for reading this....

Emma.xx

Ema

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bexy_22

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chefamy1122

I'm sorry you are having such a rough time.....

Vickie

Sorry you are feeling so down. I can kind of relate to you. I moved from a small town in the Texas panhandle to Toronto, Canada to be with my husband. Away from work (wasn't allowed to work for almost 2 years until my residency came through), my friends, and all of my family. We also live in a one bedroom apartment (plus solarium/office). If you ever need someone to chat with I'm around

Mummy2B1806

I'm sorry to hear your bad news and that you are feeling so low.

I know how stressful is is trying to sell (esp at the moment) We have our flat on sale too but no offers either

I hope you feel better soon and try to keep strong thinfs will only get better from here.

Try to focus on your happy day soon.

But we are here if you need to chat hun. Sending u lots of hugs x

GemGems

I'm so sorry you're having such a bad time at the moment. Just try and stay positive and look forward to your special day.

I can relate to you in a way. Since i've met my soulmate, things have been absolutely crap! Not in a relationship way but just constant bad luck and no money. We love eachother so much and get on brilliantly but everything and everyone tends to sh*t on us! I suppose things can only get better!

Keep your chin up. xxx

Elli21

Im sorry you feel down right now.

elmaxie

Thanks guys!

I needed to vent

I always thought when I met the man of my dreams nothing would matter but noooo.....

I know we both love each other so much and it doesnt matter where we live or what we have, but it would make it a whole lot easier if things actually went right of us just for once.

Emma.xx