Rachel16+Bump

Oh have you ever felt like you want to get some one an punch them so hard in the face!!!
Well thats a little bit of what i feel like at the minute!

As you all know about my episodes in hospital the last two weeks after my fall, going into slow labour along with a kidney infection. Well (Adam) Babies dad didn't once ring to see how his baby was doing!
I just found out he was to busy smokin weed and drinkin with his mates an hes just got back of a caravan holiday with his mate an his family!!

Am sick of stickin up for the boy, every time he proves everyone else right i make excuses for him, but not this time!!! i went through a scary time in hospital thinkin i was goin to lose my baby!

I just told his mate (who is in Adam's) to tell him that i will text him when the baby is born (the right thing to do yeah?) but he better had get his head together an grow up before he even thinks that i am going to let him see MY baby!

Now i feel mean because i feel like i am takin away his chance to be a daddy to his baby but i am just tired now, mentally an physically. i can't take on the stress of havin to back him up every time some one bad mouths him, yeah i still love him with all my heart but he is drainin me out!

Thanks if anyone got to the bottom to read this, needed to rant girls. i feel like am goin nuts!

xx

polo_princess

leedsforever

soz hun.... it must be real hard to not feel like you have his support!!!

Hope he wakes up once LO is born !!

Uvlollypop

he is ruining his chance at being a daddy not you, ive followed all of this for a few months now and the boy needs to grown up your better off without him in your like hun

Rachel16+Bump

He tells people he wants to be in the babies life, but he isn't proving this to me!

I need to think of me an my baby an he is makin life so hard! x

Uvlollypop

let him go, if he wants to be in the babys life he needs to get his finger out of his bum and make it count

polo_princess

let him do his own thing you just worry about you and the baby hun

Rachel16+Bump

Glad i've got you girls for support wouldn't no what to do with out you lot xxxx

Rachel

You have tried to keep him involved in your babies life (txting him, letting him know whats going on ect) so you have done your part, it's upto him now hun.

You keep giving him the chance and he isn't taking it so if I were you I would just let him get on with it now and hopefully he will grow up and want to be involved but if not then atleast you have tried

You don't need him messing you around right now

AmysBumpNo3

i know just how you feel. it was the same with my sons dad! it makes your blood boil when they dont show any intrest in your or your babys health and they only think about themselfs.

trust me hun, try to keep calm and concentrate on you and baby for now. hes not worth getting stressed over.

when youve had your baby, reality will hit him like a brick! and hopefully, weed & friends wont seem so important anymore.