| fiance... not wanting a baby? or doubts?
well if you all know.. im not to sure if im pregnant.. my last period was feb 9th.. spotted.. for 20 days in march, april nothing.. and this month i just spotted for 3 days... havent took a test yet ( dont get paid for another 2 weeks.. )
well anywho.. yesterday my fiance my cousin and i were walking around the lake. we were going to a friend house because his dad just pasted a few days ago cause he wanted to drink.. well i told my fiance i didnt really want to he said why.. and i pointed at my stomach. my fiance just looked at me and said just come on think about it we have been trying for 8 months and nothing... so... i dont know.. it just really hurt me like he doesnt think its going to happen... i feel bad.. cause he made me really upset last night.. so i did drink a little bit but not to much.. im kinda... starting to have doubts myself.. i dont think hes ready.. he doesnt really talk about babies with me anymore.. i had dreams of having a baby 2 days in a row and when i tell him my dream its like he ignores me what do you girls think? | 
