I agree with what everyone has said, sending you a big hug

There is NO way you're acting like child! Anyone else would act in exactly the same way. I have stopped all contact with my father for similar reasons and and would have with my mam if she hadn't felt so strongly about seeing Reece. Its awful to hear that your mum, as much as your relationship with her is rocky, would also hold it against her grandchild

Hugs to you xxxxxx