I had decided not to watch the corrie story because I knew I couldn't handle it - I would spend weeks thinking about it and worrying. Then I went to watch the Maddie documentary I recorded from Sky plus yesterday, and it picked up the last 5 minutes of Corrie as well, the worst 5 minutes of all. Now I can't stop crying! It was so sad. And I tried sooo hard not to watch it! Grrr.