thanks you yeah if she dont mind sharing her blog that is it would be helpful..

thank you all for being so supportive

No worries hun, I will point her in the direction of this site, will ask her as soon as poss xx

hun

this is something I got diagnosed with over 2 years ago.

It was due to finding my son had stopped breathing I relive what happened in the hours before and the days after but especially at the time I found him and the subsequent moments where we had to ring an ambulance and I had to perform cpr.

I have no idea whether it will ever leave me, I really hope so. I actually found it got abit worse when my daughter was born because I was afraid it would happen again, does that make sense?

I have talked it out but I truly dont think it will ever completely go but I have leaned to cope and I hope you will too.

I know nothing of your childhood but to lose a baby at the stage you did is heartbreaking I really hope you start to make the steps to feel better...xxxxx

I wa diagnosed with this in 2005 after I got postnatal depression after the birth of my last son. They think his birth triggered it but obviously can't be sure. His birth was a very hectic 12 mins and they lost his heart beat, it was complete panic stations first they diagnosed pnd then ptsd. I have been on medication for this on and off for over 3 years now and also saw a community pshychiatric nurse (councellor) every week for 6 months and this really did help me come to terms with alot of things that have happened in the past, apparently my pnd triggered the flood gates opening!

It will never go away but at least i've learnt how to cope with the more trivial things in live much better. Hope you mamage to find some peace. Positive thoughts xxx

thank you

I've had a run-in with PTSD... and wouldn't wish it on anyone I had a course of Parks Inner Child Therapy and am much better now... Hope that your sessions work as well for you.

Just wanted to offer hugs and someone to talk to if you need it (feel free to pm me).

Take care, x