My grandad passed away on the 13th March 08 an its took me a while trying to get used to it but today i finally cried for him. i need to stop holding on and let go.

BROKEN HEARTED AS I THINK OF YOU I GET PAINS IN MY CHEST, EACH TIME I LOOK IN THE SKY I WONDER IF YOUR LOOKING DOWN ON ME PROUDLY. WHEN I CRY I FEEL SELFISH BECAUSE I KNOW YOUR NOT IN ANYMORE PAIN YET I STILL WANT YOU HERE WITH US. YOU WERE A MAN WHO EVERYONE LOVED, EVERYTHING YOU DID PUT A SMILE ON SOMEONES FACE, THE WAY YOU USED TO SIT IN (YOUR) CHAIR IN THE CORNER AND WATCH THE BIRDS KNOWING EVERY SINGLE NAME FOR EVERY BIRD THAT FLEW PAST , WHEN I WAS YOUNGER I COULD SIT BY YOU LISTENING TO YOU AMAZED AT HOW YOU KNEW SO MUCH. A CLEVER MAN WITH A LOVING HEART YOU WILL BE MISSED TERRIBLE GRANDAD I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I HOPE YOU ARE PROUD OF YOUR GREAT GREAT GRANDSON WHEN HE FINALLY ARRIVES I KNOW YOU WILL SMILE DOWN ON US LOOKING AFTER US EACH AND EVERY STEP WE TAKE IN OUR LIFE. SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE GRANDAD. YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE! XXXXXX

love you and miss you so much grandad xxxxx

I lost my grandad a few years ago and it really did break my heart we were so close.