Just to let you all know that I'm doing okay. Thanks to Wobbles, Helen and Yvanne for their messages and well wishes.

I'm totally forgetting the ttc for a bit (well almost!). Let's just say that we're not counting days - I don't even know what CD today is - but we're not trying not to conceive, if that makes sense. I'm concentrating on losing the weight that I put on when I was pg with Charlie, and I'm doing well. Started at 11st 10 and a half, and this morning I was 11st 1 and a half - so 9lbs! Only another stone to go then I'll be happy. I feel so much better in myself (apart from having a stinking cold at the minute!)

Kayleigh and Charlie are both great. Charlie's saying a new word every day! Today's word was Kisses!! He was in the trolley at Tesco's today and he pointed out the nanas (bananas) and yogga (yogurt) as I put them in!!

I'm still not quite ready to come back on here for the ttc journey just yet. It did all get far too much for me, but I will be back.
I've not got time to read through all 22,286 unread messages, so I'll just say congrats to all those who have had BFP's and given birth to their LO's while I've been away.

I'll be back soon.

We miss you around here but totally understand where you are coming from.

Aww I seen you on and bounced to see if you'd posted like an excited kid

Well done on the weight loss, reaching your goal & feeling a hell of a lot better about yourself I must do the same I think.

Great lil man is doing so well & learning new words

Bounce back to TTC when your ready but sometimes people are never ready to pay too attention so don't forget us all & theres always other bouncy back areas for great people like you with two great kids I certainly miss your friendly helpful self x

Glad you're taking it easy. Hope we'll see you back here soon! But sounds like you're enjoying your time away, come back when you're ready

hey hun! thank-you for letting us know how you are!!! and go you on the weightloss!!! im in the process of it atm too an i keep giving in i have no willpower!!

go charlie saying so many words!! clever lil man!!

sorry to hear about your cold!! touch wood i still aint had the 1 thts going round!

and as for the ttc, were all here wen ur ready hun!

try not be a stranger, even if it is just to say hey!! we miss you xxxx

Glad to hear that you're doing well.

Welldone on loosing weight thats fantastic, you will have to let us all in on the secret one day...

take care & take it easy in the mean time and we'll all look forward to having you back in the future when you're ready

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Hiya hun
Oh i've missed you
Well done on the weight loss
Way to go Charlie, clever little pumpkin he is
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Glad to hear everything is going well Well done on the weightloss I need to do so when I can lol

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So good to hear from you Amanda hope to see you back soon x

Good to see you doing so well! look forward to having you back soon