thx ladies... I feel embarassed and would feel horrible if it came out positive.. I'll test tomorrow just so I can have a peice of mind. I bet i'm not but for some reason I just feel like I should test.
And the doctors told me to wait at least a year before we try again so I don't think it would be very good. It hasn't even been 3 months
thx for not judging me ladies It's great that I can come here with my concerns and I don't have people judging me
