I think im not going to test on the 25th.. i decided just to wait and see if i start by next month.. i did the math and thought about when my last period was and... i ended around the 5th of this month.... and when i was on the pill my periods were regular but once i get off or arent on them for a while i skip a few months at a time.. im so confused on what to do.. i feel like crap!and ive been dry heeving.. feeling kinda dizzy after i eat.... ive been getting cramps but no aunt flow, and i shouldnt get that anytime soon anyway.. and ive been feeling sick... and OVERLY emotional like no other.. i never get emotional.. but lately anything makes me cry.. my bf and i got into it yesterday.. he was in one of his moods ( you know what men go through lol ) and he just kept making me cry ( he didnt say anything too rude to me ) so today im just going to kinda stay away from him when he comes home from work. he was in a great mood today but who knows how he will be when he gets out. i dont know what else too do.. im just stressed about alot of things.. and so is he. im regreting testing because.. if it comes out negative.. ill be sad but kinda happy and if it comes out positive ill be happy but yet stressed again AHHHH IM GOING NUTS!!!
i kinda decided to post this in here because it was talking about my boyfriend lol anyone elses bf or dh have there days of stress? or just plan out irratated days?

Lol if you read ANY of my recent posts they all say I havn't been getting on with my boyfriend lately.
We just seem to fight over the tiniest things and I am in the worst moods like nearly all the time and I just get upset over the smallest things.
Really hoping it will pass as I get further into the pregnancy!
I don't really know much about testing as I've never TTC and so only ever tested the once but just wanted to let you know you're not alone, I am feeling exactly the same on the OH situation!
Hope it all gets better hun and hope you get the result you want
Keep us posted

Ellianna
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i will. and i just called my bf at his work to tell him i was going to go down there at 1.. he just said ok ( my mom and i work there also but we are going there to do some of the residents hair on our days off ) he just seemd like he was in a rush to get me off the phone.. maybe i just feel like that cause how my emotions are.. wacked.. but i know how busy it can be there.. . eh i dont like this feeling sometimes.. i told him i wrote him a poem.. and he said is that all you wanted to tell me... i said yea i guess sorry for bothering you.. and i told him i love him and hung up..

Aw hun

Have you thought maybe he's having a little bit of a hard time getting around the baby thing?
I'm sure it'll all be ok though, maybe you just need some time alone together to sit down have a chat and sort stuff out?
The other thing is, some guys are just rubbish on the phone!! lol I know it sounds silly but it's true. Whenever I spoke to my ex-bf on the phone he always sounded really off with me and I used to think he was mad at me when in fact he just didn't really like using the phone! lol Guys generally use the phone just to make arrangements and not to 'chat' maybe thats contributing to how he's acting?
Hope it gets better for you hun!
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mmm maybe.. we never really get alone time.. he just thinks about things to much. and no not really about the baby thing hes the one that wants one ( i do too but he wanted one first lol ) hes the one that gave me the idea to TTC. im not sure what to do though. ill go there give him the poem. give him a kiss and then go do some poeples hair.. i wont let him read it till hes away from me.. see what he does..

Hope it works out for you hunni!

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well that went good haha i guess.. he just... needed something to show that i cared haha. but anywho everything there is in a okay stage.. now its the LONG WAIT! lol

aawww hunni xxxxxx how u feel better soon good luck on the 25th xxxx

Hope it gets better and good luck in testing