Just wanted to let you guys know, most of you know we've been having probs getting him to sleep at all, he'd have half an hour, then wake up screaming, then he'd calm down and just lie and stare into space etc but if yu moved away from him at all, all hell would break loose. I finally cracked yesterday and walked out leaving Josh to cope on his own, i couldnt do it anymore, he soon realised i wasnt over exaggerating and that we needed to do something. Hos opinion before was that we'd be made out to look like we werent coping if we asked our HV for advice

anyways, i rung her last night and shed said she come round first thing she could this morning, she was here about an hour and said she didnt think it was right, so she made a call to Kiera, who was his preemie carer and she said to take him in to be looked at, she was doing examinations and said they have to keep him in

he has a problem with his ear, most likely an ear infection, he picks stuff up so easily with him being early apparently, but he has an ear infection they think, and when theyve looked into it, something about the inside of his ear isnt formed properly thet suspect and when we have ear infections, it drains out, but Kabe's cant. So theyve taken my baby off us to make him better

i hope it makes him better and they do it soon, i want him back

i know its for the best though