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still waiting
Aug 4th, 2008, 19:07 PM
Have looked on this site a few times and decided that after a year of ttc I could do with talking to like minded ladies.

As I say my husband and I have been trying for a year now. Both have had tests, doctor says i don't ovulate and husband has been told he will be called back for another test in sep. (seems there could be a problem with his mobility)

have been using ovulation tests for past few months and nothing until this month! We were over the moon was so excited to have a positive ovulation. have had sore boobs for the last week (but unfortunately have had last four cycles) Thursday will be 14 days after positive ovulation. Not feeling too hopeful. Have been silly and done a couple of tests already but obviously:bfn:

Hopefully writing this down will stop me from obsessing every month.

Good luck to all the rest of you ttc!

yaya
Aug 4th, 2008, 19:24 PM
Welcome to the journals hun and yay for the ovulation!!

Hope yr journal is short and sweet!

:hug:

Yaya xx

Jessie123
Aug 4th, 2008, 19:31 PM
Good luck for Thursday!!! Keep the positive vibes going and you will get your :bfp:!!!!

:hug:

Newbie77
Aug 4th, 2008, 21:35 PM
Welcome to the addictive world of journalling on BnB!!! Good luck with your ttc journey...

x.

saraendepity
Aug 4th, 2008, 23:47 PM
Heloooooo :howdy:

welcome to B&B and the addiction!!!!!!
hope your journal is short and sweet 4 u
have some :dust: for your journal

sara

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Chris77
Aug 5th, 2008, 01:46 AM
:hi: Welcome :dust: :dust:

Sambatiki
Aug 5th, 2008, 01:51 AM
Hiya :waves:

Welcome to the journals!! Congrats on your +OPK!! :happydance:

Wishing you a nice short and sweet spell here in TTC.

:dust: :dust: :dust:

still waiting
Aug 5th, 2008, 11:44 AM
Thanks ladies for all your comments.

Just have a feeling this month isn't it but i'm looking on the positive of the +OPK first time so hopefully same next month, and maybe make some little maps for my husbands swimmers!

xx

Newbie77
Aug 5th, 2008, 11:57 AM
Ohhh maps, could you distribute those to us all, seems like a lot of the swimmers are going awol....!!!

x.

krissi
Aug 5th, 2008, 12:12 PM
Hi and welcome to BnB x

yaya
Aug 5th, 2008, 12:12 PM
Hope you are wrong hun and that this month is it!

:hug:

Yaya xx

still waiting
Aug 6th, 2008, 17:47 PM
finding all the threads confusing never seem to be where I think I am!

Feeling better today even though I had some spotting this morning I think the :witch: is on her way! at least my boobs seem to not feel like they will explode if they are touched now.

although one thing:
Why do people not realise that asking someone they don't know very well if there is going to be a pitter patter of tiny feet soon. Actually translates to 'are you having regular sex with you new husband?' how rude! it's none of their business. I know they are just doing the norm but do they not realise that at certain times of the month it can break the most together woman into a fit of hysterical crying! (obviously we don't until we have left the insensitive sods) sorry just needed to get that off my chest.

Being married a year and together a further 5, the general public obviously have decided we should have had a baby by now. How do you continue to smile through it? I may just start replying to people 'how is your sex life? get it regularly?'

Wow finished my rant, sorry about that! feels good to have got it off my chest. i can't be alone at wanting to shout at these people (i know they are not being intentinally hurtful, but people should think a little more)


anyway...... i'm hoping for :bfp:all round for every woman who has had to deal with other peoples prying comments! that's all of us! :happydance:

Newbie77
Aug 6th, 2008, 18:11 PM
It's not a rant hun, I agree. We had it from the moment we got married, with the manager of the hotel announcing they also do chrsitenings. WTF!!! So annoying. I know what you mean, it's as though if you tell people you are ttc that people will know you're 'doing it', 'cos that what I think when people tell me, or is that just my warped mind ha, ha :rofl:

Even worse are those that say "just relax", "It's because your thinking about it too much", "It will happen eventually" and all those annoying sayings - aarrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhh!!! Can you tell it annoys me too (and that was only from one person, hence why it's now a secret!!!)

So there's my rant over with :rofl::rofl: Good luck...x.

yaya
Aug 6th, 2008, 18:19 PM
Hope AF stays away hun. :hugs:

Sorry that you have to be surrounded by such insensitive sods! Why people think any of this stuff is their business remains beyond me.

:hug:

Yaya xx

still waiting
Aug 6th, 2008, 18:46 PM
It's not a rant hun, I agree. We had it from the moment we got married, with the manager of the hotel announcing they also do chrsitenings. WTF!!! So annoying. I know what you mean, it's as though if you tell people you are ttc that people will know you're 'doing it', 'cos that what I think when people tell me, or is that just my warped mind ha, ha :rofl:

Even worse are those that say "just relax", "It's because your thinking about it too much", "It will happen eventually" and all those annoying sayings - aarrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhh!!! Can you tell it annoys me too (and that was only from one person, hence why it's now a secret!!!)

So there's my rant over with :rofl::rofl: Good luck...x.


Oh the relax one! that's just great obviously they didn't have any trouble and think it is just a case of you have sex and it happens.

I have not told anyone new, told my best mate a year ago and she has proved to be a shitty friend! she doesn't realise how her comments hurt. You'd think that knowing we were having problems that she might be sensitive about the issue. She has never wanted children and everyone who knows her will say that. She then out of the blue said she was pregnant and it happened first time. She told me at 6 weeks so I could help her with a cover story as we were going on a hen night. Which I did. When she told me she said 'I was scared of telling you as I knew you really wanted us to have children at the same time' WTF! no I want a healthy baby with my husband not to be pregnant with her!

Some more from the best friend! everytime I say no to alcohol 'oh got something to tell me?' no just ttc some of us have to eat well not drink and change our diets to eating seeds and herbal drinks 'at least they are taking you seriously' when I told her we were being reffered to the hospital. why wouldn't they be taking me seriously? oh of course I am making it up that I am ttc and it hasn't happened.
Brings around the scan pictures for me to see 'says her husband said it made him feel sick! seeing the baby floating around' WTF my husband would be crying with joy!

I have an endless list of things but I will stop now (I have also stopped telling her things- told her I didn't want to discuss it with her)

Thank you for that I suddenly feel a huge weight lifting off me. Don't normally bitch about friends which is why I have bottled this up and it was obviously eating at me. I am happy for her pregnancy but it wasn't as easy to be happy for her as it was my other friend who has pcos and had been trying for 2 years she told me after the second round of drugs she was pregnant! So happy for her couldn't happen to a better couple, they deserve it and still going well 15 weeks in.

Wow what a ranting day today has been! out with the rant in with the baby I hope.


all off my chest now! xx

Jessie123
Aug 6th, 2008, 19:28 PM
You have your rant!!! Thats what this place is for! It's great!, in fact all I ever do is rant on my page. My hubby thinks its great because the more I take it out on here, the less I take it out on him!!! :rofl:

Totally know what u mean though, ever since the day I got married EVERYONE has been like "So when are you two trying???" and think to myself FOR GOD SAKE I AM TRYING!!!!!!! SO LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!! But instead I politely say "we jusy haven't got round to it yet, maybe next year"....AAAaaaggghhh!!!:hissy:. And as for my mother in law...well don't even get me started!!

Don't let them or your friend get you down, because your time WILL come! x

p.s. I'm sorry for ranting on your journal!!!!

:hug::hug::hug:

still waiting
Aug 7th, 2008, 13:41 PM
Thank you for your mini rant, I was feeling bad about my rather massive rant yesterday, especially about my friend. I am sure she would be upset to think her comments hurt me so much.

You are so right getting it out on here means my poor husband doesn't get it when he comes in from work. That has to be a good thing.


The :witch: arrived yesterday but feeling actually quite good about it all this month brings hope unlike the last ones. At least this cycle was 35 days with ovulation unlike the epic 56 day cycles with no ovulation! Things are obviously getting better! :happydance:

Newbie77
Aug 7th, 2008, 13:50 PM
I think the major reason people are insensitive is that they either got pregnant very easily and therefore no of the stress which is involved and how you would do anything to get a BFP, hence even little comments, comments off the cuff, that mean nothing to them hurt us deep down. Secondly it is from people who are not in the same place as you in their lives, for eg I have a friend who is pregnant, due mid Sept and another friend hasn't seen her since she announced it. They got together last Thursday and after my friend had said wow you're big (well yes she is 8months) and secondly "how are you doing?" She had nothing more to add. I think the same goes for ttc, if people have no want for a baby they can just say the daftest things. Sorry I am ranting now, looks like your journal is the place to come to offload!!!!

Anyway back to your ttc, how are ya getting on??? Glad your cycle seems to be sorting itself out. x.

noddysgirl84
Aug 7th, 2008, 14:09 PM
Just wanted to say Hi, Sorry the :witch: showed up but :happydance: for the shorter cycle.

Good Luck for that :bfp:

:hug:

Lorna x

yaya
Aug 7th, 2008, 14:12 PM
http://i273.photobucket.com/albums/jj211/Rachellejoychadwick/hugsBearMauveGlHeart.gif

Yaya xx

still waiting
Aug 8th, 2008, 18:33 PM
i'm rather chuffed you girlies have had a rant on my journal, it makes me feel better and I hope it makes you feel better!

well on CD2 so got a while to go yet but feeling positive this month!

Decided to start giving my husband relaxing massages with lavender massage oil last night. trying to de stress him from work and hopefully help his little swimmers in the process. Also my cunning plan to gradually get him to agree to some reflexology as well. Still need to start it my self, will do that this week I think.

Thank you for all your kind words and :hug: they have helped a lot!

thought i'd spead some :dust: to give everyone some that looks in my journal xx

Chris77
Aug 8th, 2008, 18:36 PM
I hope you get your :bfp: this month!

:dust:

yaya
Aug 8th, 2008, 18:40 PM
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Yaya xx

Jessie123
Aug 8th, 2008, 19:03 PM
Glad you had a shorter cycle this month, hope you get your :bfp: this month!!

:hug::hug::hug:

Newbie77
Aug 8th, 2008, 19:11 PM
Massages for your OH hey? Does he return the favour? I don't give without receiving, ha, ha!!!! All the best for this cycle...

NB. No ranting today from me!!! x.

still waiting
Aug 11th, 2008, 10:58 AM
Just booked my first reflexology session for wednesday so hoping she might help work some miracles this month.

Newbie- no hubby hasn't returned the massage favour but he did say after his birthday on the 15th of this month he is going to stop drinking with me. He said we have a job to do and we are going to get it done!


Had the sister in law and her family down this weekend they have just left now, it is so quiet!. Two children.....do I really want children? they smashed one of my favourite little chinese plates. One of them somehow found a permanent pen (where she got that from i will never know!) and did some colouring in, which went through the paper and onto our coffee table! OH GOOD! Luckily I spotted it before husband and I went to bed and her parents had already gone up so husband and I spent the next half an hour at 2 in the morning scubbing the coffee table. Little tip: I only had vanish clothes spray, and it actually has taken it out quite a bit but I can obviously still see it. Ah well it's only a coffee table and she didn't mean it. We took them for a run around on sunday and they were great, I actually think my husband and I enjoyed ourselves more than anyone else.


Got the other sister in law down next weekend with her two children, boy, girl twins aged 7 1/2, I am praying for sun so we can play outside! Two sister in laws and families in one month I think I am being a good wife this month! :fool: He will owe me!


xx

Munchkin
Aug 11th, 2008, 11:27 AM
Hi stillwaiting,
Just popping into your journal with some :dust: Hope the :witch: doesn't stay too long!
Well, after this month, DH will owe you big time! Glad to hear you had a good time with the kids though!
:hug:

yaya
Aug 11th, 2008, 13:24 PM
Omg!! Sounds like you had a crazy time with the kiddies this weekend! :muaha: And more to come this weekend! Hope the next lot are better behaved! :rofl:

Good luck with the reflexology -- I have heard good things about it.

:hug:

Yaya xx

Newbie77
Aug 11th, 2008, 22:00 PM
You're right, your OH owes you big time!!! Massages, no wine and two SIL's plus children to contend with, your a star!!! Hope he knows what a fab catch he has!

Let us know how you get on with the reflexologist...

All the best for this cycle....x.

still waiting
Aug 12th, 2008, 17:34 PM
:witch: has gone!! :happydance:


One sister in law down one more to go! :dohh: then hubby and I have got a relaxing week off together :happydance: hopefully will both be nice and relaxed then for the opk's to start around the 25th.


going to check on you lot now x

still waiting
Aug 12th, 2008, 18:04 PM
Just looked at my feet (I really hate feet! :sick: mine anyone elses the only nice ones are obviously babies feet) think I need to do an intense pamper session on them tonight! can't go to the reflexologist with the monster munch feet i have at the moment- Monster munch is their shape not their smell TMI!

Polish and moisturise- A bit like having a cleaner but tidying before they come round! I'm sure the reflexologist has seen worse but still won't make me confortable about my feet. I think if you could have a foot transplant I would have that over any other cosmetic surgery!

Little bit random today- been on my own all day- supposed to be doing work which makes me bored and ramble on!

Sambatiki
Aug 12th, 2008, 19:21 PM
Hi hun,

I know what you mean about feet. I really hate mine too. I can not understand the foot fetish yuk yuk yuk!!! I look forward to hearing about the reflexologist

yaya
Aug 12th, 2008, 21:07 PM
I'm with you on the foot thing!! :rofl:

I try not to look at mine!!

:hug:

Yaya xx

Chris77
Aug 12th, 2008, 21:09 PM
Just looked at my feet (I really hate feet! :sick: mine anyone elses the only nice ones are obviously babies feet) think I need to do an intense pamper session on them tonight! can't go to the reflexologist with the monster munch feet i have at the moment- Monster munch is their shape not their smell TMI!

Polish and moisturise- A bit like having a cleaner but tidying before they come round! I'm sure the reflexologist has seen worse but still won't make me confortable about my feet. I think if you could have a foot transplant I would have that over any other cosmetic surgery!

Little bit random today- been on my own all day- supposed to be doing work which makes me bored and ramble on!

Treat yourself to a nice spa pedicure! They're awesome! Don't worry about how your feet look - you'd be VERY surprised when you see how some people's feet look. And besides this is what you're paying them for, right? You'll feel loads better afterwards. :hugs:

Munchkin
Aug 12th, 2008, 21:22 PM
You know what! I have always said that I would love to have new feet! DH thinks I'm nuts. I refuse to go to the chiropodist coz I hate them so much :rofl:

Newbie77
Aug 13th, 2008, 11:43 AM
I actually like my feet (see what you have started Still Waiting???) In fact one of the only parts of me I do! I do look after them though, have pedicure once a month and all french polished... totally random conversation on a ttc board, he, he, love BnB!!!

How you getting on the ttc front anyway Mrs? Thanks for stopping by my journal too...x.

still waiting
Aug 13th, 2008, 12:11 PM
I love this place! feet debates :rofl:

yaya
Aug 13th, 2008, 12:57 PM
Yeah, I think this must be a first on BnB!! :rofl:

How's life treating you Still waiting?

:hugs:

Yaya xx

still waiting
Aug 13th, 2008, 13:07 PM
Good thanks Yaya, how you doing with the wait?

just realised it is 10 past 12 midday and i'm still sat in my cow print pjamas!
must get ready in a bit to go the the reflexologist. Will let you know what it is like, have read some good articles it obviously not proven yet but we all know when sperm meets egg theory doesn't seem to be working will will help them out!

Sambatiki
Aug 13th, 2008, 13:17 PM
Have fun with the reflexologist!!

still waiting
Aug 18th, 2008, 11:17 AM
Been away for a bit, just been a really busy weekend which seemed to start last wednesday.

Had the reflexology it was really relaxing really lovely woman. She said my left foot was completely fine but my right foot did show some energy blockage in my lower back (I do have a bad back) and she also said there was a niggle on my right ovary. She worked with it and it went so she said it might have cleared it whatever it was. She said it wasn't something to worry about. I have booked another appointment with her for not this wednesday but next. So when I see her next if my cycle goes like last month I would have ovulated by then and will be at the 2ww.

Had the sister in law, her bloke her twin 8 year olds and as a suprise mother in law visit this weekend for my husbands birthday. It actually went really well the kids have changed so much and are really polite nice children to be with. The sister in law has now decided i'm not the nasty witch who has taken away her brother and was nice to me! The family came down with a cool birthday present for him as well; they gave him a wii!. How cool so I can now play on the nintendo wii, another way to not think about ttc, and might help me shed a few pounds.

Hubby and I are going away today for a couple of days, we have borrowed a family house in devon (for free) along with another friends bikes and another friends car bike rack, so we are getting away from it all for a couple of days on the very cheap!

So probably won't be online again until it is opk time.

Going to check how you girls are doing now as last week a lot of you were resisting testing to early, I hope to find some :bfp: posts xxx

Newbie77
Aug 18th, 2008, 11:59 AM
Ohh your break in Devon sounds lovely, enjoy, may be just what you both need, a bit of rest and relaxation.

The reflexologist sounded great. I may explore this more, really like the idea of it.

All the very best for this cycle....x.

noddysgirl84
Aug 18th, 2008, 14:24 PM
Enjoy your break away - you deserve it.

Thanks for your comment in my journal.

I will check back to see how you get on with OPK and I might look into relexology now as well!

:hug:

xx

still waiting
Aug 26th, 2008, 16:05 PM
Break away was great, even though the weather was soggy!

should be ovulating now but the tests say i'm not:huh: they are showing very faint lines which still means negative. Got some EW CM today so maybe tomorrow will show a positive opk.

Not feeling too positive this month hubby has had lots of drinking nights being his birthday and had his family down so :spermy: will be even more lost than normal!

Off for another session of reflexology tomorrow so that might give me a more positive outlook.

Getting annoyed with the NHS why haven't they contacted us yet? our info was sent to the hospital over two months ago they could at least contact us and give us a date even if it is in a couple of months then we would have a date!

feeling a bit stressy today but can't put my finger on why. You know when some days you could easily have a fight with someone (not a physical one) but don't know why. (I promise no fighting in here!)

xx off to check on you guys now, hoping to see some :bfp: xxx

TT's
Aug 26th, 2008, 16:39 PM
Hi there stillwaiting

Just thought I'd drop by with a :hugs: and some :dust:

Good luck with Ov, I hope the test is a clear positive soon! And is there a number you can ring re: the NHS and put a bit of pressure on?

TT's
xxx

still waiting
Aug 26th, 2008, 16:45 PM
Not a bad idea TT's will see if my doc will talk to me or give me a number to ring, it's just the waiting and not knowing that kills you. if you know when your being seen it makes it easier xx

lola
Aug 26th, 2008, 16:50 PM
Hi there, just wanted to stop by and say thanks for dropping in on my journal. I really hope your LH levels surge and your naughty ovaries start releasing those eggs for you!

I have reflexology too, how do you feel about it? I am not 100% sure what or if it is doing anything for me but I must admit it makes me feel a whole lot better so I would be really interested in your experience of it all........

In terms of the NHS not getting back to you, call your GP office and get it chased up, my GP booked the appointment online for me while I was in his office, I chose the hospital, the date etc and he booked it there and then, so seriously check up on this perhaps there has been an admin error or something???? call them asap if I was you

Any way :hugs: I hope you have a good evening

still waiting
Aug 26th, 2008, 17:03 PM
Thanks Lola

The reflexology is so relaxing so surely that has to be a good thing if it does nothing else. Only second session tomorrow so will let you know how it goes. Have read about other women who started it and then calmed down and got pregnant, wouldn't say I am a stressy person but my body might be disagreeing? How long have you been having reflexology?

x

Newbie77
Aug 26th, 2008, 17:40 PM
Hi there,

Sounds as though the swimmers will need sat nav this month plus your maps! Hope you're lucky this cycle and get some PMA (I've no room to talk though!!!) for a BFP in 2weeks time!!! xxx.

jaytee
Aug 26th, 2008, 17:48 PM
hey girl!

I hope you get that positive OPK really soon so that you can get on your way to gettin that :bfp:

I hope you start feeling less stressed soon too

:hugs:
:hug:
Jakie

lola
Aug 26th, 2008, 17:51 PM
Hi there, I have been having reflexology for about a month now so not massively long either, we will have to keep track of any changes and compare them!!!!

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v138/misscty/Icons/Ovaries.gif your ovulation cheerleader to kick your ovaries' ass!

still waiting
Aug 26th, 2008, 17:53 PM
Hi there, I have been having reflexology for about a month now so not massively long either, we will have to keep track of any changes and compare them!!!!

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v138/misscty/Icons/Ovaries.gif your ovulation cheerleader to kick your ovaries' ass!

:rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl: i love it!

Newbie77
Aug 26th, 2008, 18:05 PM
Hi there, I have been having reflexology for about a month now so not massively long either, we will have to keep track of any changes and compare them!!!!

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v138/misscty/Icons/Ovaries.gif your ovulation cheerleader to kick your ovaries' ass!

:rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl: i love it!

I think it is kinda wrong, it yucks me out :rofl:!!! All the best with the reflexology, may look into it too....x.

Chris77
Aug 26th, 2008, 19:40 PM
All be the best with the reflexology!

Munchkin
Aug 26th, 2008, 21:09 PM
Yay about the reflexology! I really hope it helps.
Poo about the NHS not ringing you. Yes, I really would chase up the GPs office and kick their butts into gear!
Hope you OV soon!
:hug:

still waiting
Aug 27th, 2008, 11:17 AM
Well still only a faint line again today but had some more ew cm today. Didn't get to dtd last night suddenly got into a cleaning mission and pulled everything out from under the stairs at 11:30. Hubby went to bed and I continued to tidy the house. Had been painting the hall and bathroom all day, then cleaned the bathroom and all my mess. Obviously when I got to bed at 12:45am hubby didn't want to play, no suprise as he has work in the morning and i'm off at the moment.

Got my second reflexology today so looking forward to that. Thinking about maybe buying a basal thermometer for next cycle, but not sure if it might make me even more obsessed with symptoms etc. Might be better off without it? any feedback on temp recording pros and cons welcome xx

off to check out you girlies now xx

Chris77
Aug 27th, 2008, 14:56 PM
I'm not a temp recording pro - I barely temp. But I just wanted to wish you lots of luck for this cycle! :dust: :dust:

amyblackstone
Aug 28th, 2008, 06:51 AM
Hey loads of luck with this cycle! :dust:

Yay about the reflexology, enjoy! :) Hope you OV soon and get knocked up!

Yesterday some relatives were asking me "so, when are you going to start trying?" and instantly I thought of your journal. It really is a pain to feel like crying but in stead smile and say "oh I don't know, maybe in a year or so". My DH says I should just tell them off. :) Somehow it seems it is always women who are interested in knowing about this, and it is hard for us to tell them off, because they come in all sizes like aunts, neighbors, Mom's best friends, own friends etc!

Anyway just want to give you a :hug: and wish you good luck!

Love,
Amy.

still waiting
Aug 28th, 2008, 10:33 AM
Two strong +opk lines today :happydance::happydance: so excited thought I was out for this cycle as on day 21. We did some :sex: last night as well so maybe this time the :spermy: might make it there in time. So excited just phoned hubby at work to tell him I got two lines he was chuffed to and joked should he try and get home for lunch!:rofl:

I feel like shouting from the roof tops just for my second +opk god help the world when I get my :bfp: :wohoo:

I took your advice girls and spoke to my doctor well long story and in a true rant fashion i am going to tell it. Finished my reflexology which was lovely- tell you more in a min about that. Went to the building next door which is my doctor surgery. Said to the receptionist that I was wanting to chase up a referal my doctor had set up for my husband and myself at the hospital. My Dr doesn't work wednesday's so she looked up my notes. 'No notes on your file about it' she said 'so i'll get the Dr to ring you tomorrow morning'. In my head I was going nuts! 'no notes on my file! why not? has he not done it yet? he forgot, now it's going to take even longer!'

Dr phoned this morning and said the clinic is very busy and that i'd just have to be patient. So I told him it had been two months and still no contact and he sounded suprised, 'oh it has been a while then' he said, well yes you would know that if you had put any notes on my file numbnut! Then told him hubby had been told to do another sample in september but he had still not been given a date or cup. Dr said 'that is odd then, I will try and chase this up for you'. I don't think he has reffered us yet he forgets to write notes he's done it before to me. I went in once because of no periods for months when ttc and so he did the dreaded internal (sorry tmi) and he said all fine. So months later I went back again and he said well first thing to do would be an internal 'hang on matey, did you not do that last time and say it was fine?' Then another time I go back in still about ttc and he said we will do some blood tests- normally done by the nurse but she can only do them in the morning but i can't get out of work for things like that. So he said he could do it for me after work. I get there sit in his room and he checks over some other things I'd gone about (got dodgy hips, not best for lots of :sex: but ah well) then I said I have also come for my blood tests. then we both just sit there he then says ' did you want to ask me something?' I say 'no' then we sit there he finally says 'so are you off to the nurse now?' 'no your doing the blood tests' 'oh yes I remember' OH MY THIS DR NEEDS AN ASSISTANT TO KEEP HIM IN CHECK!

Dr rant over now!

Reflexology:
Lovely lady did her thing and all that came up yesterday was she said 'have you been drinking more than usual or taking medication?' oh my! caught out For the past few months I haven't been drinking but this month when the :witch: arrived I thought stuff it, I will relax with some :wine: and not think about ttc until we have seen the hospital. So each weekend we had people down and I had just one or two glasses of wine it also stops them asking the stupid questions. Then it just carried on I wasn't binge drinking just 1 or 2 glasses and not every night. But she picked it up! The other thing she said are you due on soon because the area she kept picking up on was my chest and breasts. She asked if I get sore boobs before the :witch: arrives. I never used to but the last 5 months they are unbearable for a week before. She said the feet hold memorys about the past and also what is coming up and she said their seems to be an indication of discomfort with your breasts. Everything else was fine this time. So nice and relaxing so at least it is doing that for me.

wow this is becoming a long one!

Amy: sorry to hear about the relatives, don't you just have an Ally McBeal moment when they do it, where you visualise coming out of your body and screaming at them right in their faces :rofl: but obviously we do what you said do the wide grin gritted teeth thing. :hugs: Funny you thought of me! i keep linking you girlies in with things as well.

Well done if you made it this far, was a bit of a long one today, thanks for popping in on me, I'm off to see you guys now xxxx:hugs:

Newbie77
Aug 28th, 2008, 10:56 AM
Wow, someones chatty today :rofl:!!! Only kidding hun. Great news on the OPKs, it is fab to see those 2 lines isn't it? Get your OH home for a quickie this aft, why not?!?!? So go for it tonight and tom, woo, woo!!!

Sounds as though your doc is a bit scatty! That would infuriate me. Hope all is clear for you and OH, fx.

I know I said this before but the reflexology really appeals, must try and find one locally to me...

Hope all this positiveness this month ends up with a :bfp: xxxx.

still waiting
Aug 28th, 2008, 11:00 AM
Cheers Newbie xx

Congratulations on reading it! Was a bit long wasn't it!

Check out the reflexology, if nothing else it relaxes you and gives you some non thinking time which is always good. Could help with the ol'bags sypmtoms as well.

Munchkin
Aug 28th, 2008, 13:19 PM
Oh wow! Sorry about your doc! I'm not surprised things take long, he probably forgets about everything!
Great about the reflexology and the +ve OPK. Hope you have caught the eggie!
:hug:

Chris77
Aug 28th, 2008, 13:49 PM
Good luck catching that eggy. Go :spermy: Go!
:dust: :dust:

still waiting
Aug 29th, 2008, 13:28 PM
Cheers girls! was feeling good yesterday but today rather tearful! :hissy:

Pregnant 'best friend' came round yesterday, she told me how our other friend married this july is already pregnant! I am happy for them but you girls know what it feels like; she is actualy 14 weeks! :hissy::hissy:

I have lost my PMA big time today and am just :hissy:

IT'S OUR TURN! WE ALL DESERVE THE NEXT BABIES TO BE ISSUED< WE HAVE BEEN STTOD IN LINE LONG ENOUGH!

I am so glad I have you lot, nobody else gets it! x

Chris77
Aug 29th, 2008, 13:59 PM
:hugs::hugs: It'll be your turn soon!

Do something really nice for yourself today! Have a good weekend!

still waiting
Aug 29th, 2008, 14:21 PM
Ok, think i've got myself together now and have stopped :hissy:!

Reading your journals has given me some PMA back cause you are all great!

Got hubby to dtd twice yesterday and got +opk this morning again. Had weird period like tummy symptoms yesterday not had that before is that normal when ovulating? as it's only my second month of ovulating not used to the symptoms yet.

Cheers Chris, your weekend sounds good might plan something like it but without the alcohol and scary films; can't do the booze for two more weeks or hopefully 9 months! and i'm a chicken when it comes to scary films so more likely to be a chick flick fest!

Think i'll make hubby a curry!

have a good weekend girlies! xx

Chris77
Aug 29th, 2008, 14:29 PM
That sounds Fab! Enjoy your girlie movies!

lola
Aug 29th, 2008, 14:43 PM
Ok, think i've got myself together now and have stopped :hissy:!

Reading your journals has given me some PMA back cause you are all great!

Got hubby to dtd twice yesterday and got +opk this morning again. Had weird period like tummy symptoms yesterday not had that before is that normal when ovulating? as it's only my second month of ovulating not used to the symptoms yet.

Cheers Chris, your weekend sounds good might plan something like it but without the alcohol and scary films; can't do the booze for two more weeks or hopefully 9 months! and i'm a chicken when it comes to scary films so more likely to be a chick flick fest!

Think i'll make hubby a curry!

have a good weekend girlies! xx


Twice in one day!!!! you are hardcore, you defo deserve your BFP for that level of effort.

I'm sorry you have been feeling so :hissy: I really hope you have a relaxing and lovely weekend :hugs:

Newbie77
Aug 29th, 2008, 15:29 PM
Gosh that is rubbish, 2 good friends pg, it is hard. I currently have 2 friends that have just had babies in past month, and have 7 friends pg, 3 of them very close, got 1 of those is Sept, the other 2 in Nov. I just keep telling myself that if I get a BFP before then I will be ok. Oh so, so want it for us. Only natural to be upset, I get exactly the same way, only human! Glad you're feeling better, have a fab wkend. What are your plans?

PS. 2 x's DTD, good on ya girl, def beyond the call of duty, hope you get a BFP for your efforts!!!

still waiting
Aug 29th, 2008, 20:03 PM
Gosh that is rubbish, 2 good friends pg, it is hard. I currently have 2 friends that have just had babies in past month, and have 7 friends pg, 3 of them very close, got 1 of those is Sept, the other 2 in Nov. I just keep telling myself that if I get a BFP before then I will be ok. Oh so, so want it for us. Only natural to be upset, I get exactly the same way, only human! Glad you're feeling better, have a fab wkend. What are your plans?

PS. 2 x's DTD, good on ya girl, def beyond the call of duty, hope you get a BFP for your efforts!!!

that's a lot of pregnant friends hun, hard to always be the perfect friend! I have only 4 close mates pregnant at the mo but know of others. Sucks doesn't it! We will get ours! :hugs:

Chris77
Aug 30th, 2008, 06:16 AM
Hope you're having a good day!

Dropping off :hug: and :dust:

amyblackstone
Aug 31st, 2008, 09:58 AM
Just here to unload a big bag of :dust:

Have a great day!

Love,
Amy.

still waiting
Aug 31st, 2008, 11:18 AM
opk's have gone back to one line so i suppose i'm in my 2ww now. Don't think we got enough :sex: in before +opk but at least I got one so looks like my body is sorting itself out a bit!

Not feeling too great today or yesterday, think i've caught some stupid summer cold.

Was going to do a carboot today but woke up to rain!

Quick check on you girlies then I had best make my friends wedding invites.

xx

Newbie77
Aug 31st, 2008, 13:50 PM
Making wedding invites? Reminds me when I did mine, loved it, but hard work.

Let's hope the 2ww doesn't make you go too stir crazy, hope you get a nice BFP at the end hun...x.

Munchkin
Aug 31st, 2008, 20:29 PM
Hi Sweets,
Sorry about the weather, but yay for the tww!
Hope you have had a good weekend!
:hug:
M

still waiting
Sep 1st, 2008, 11:16 AM
Making wedding invites? Reminds me when I did mine, loved it, but hard work.

Let's hope the 2ww doesn't make you go too stir crazy, hope you get a nice BFP at the end hun...x.

I make hand made cards in my spare time- the whole idea of being a teacher so i could set up my own business in the school holidays. Been teaching for 4 years and still haven't set it up. Just doing a couple of friends weddings at the moment, although I keep end up saying it's a present for them, not a good business plan!

I hate the 2ww time, at least this time I won't have time to think about it, back to school this week.

xx

still waiting
Sep 1st, 2008, 21:50 PM
still not feeling too well, got some stupid summer cold :rofl: sorry summer!

right on the ttc thing:

Last night was in agony in bed with stomach pains felt like af pains but too early for that. Gone today so not sure what they were, bloody hurt though!
Boobs were sore yesterday too so maybe it was ovulation? but the opks said it was the other day.... this stuff is so confusing!

Boobs still a little tender today but nothing like last night. I hope it wasn't ovulation as I haven't had :sex: for four days. Snotty nose and breathing through your mouth is not a sexy look! and been feeling too horrible to dtd.

So might have missed the boat this cycle. Roll on next month and hopefully some contact from the hospital.

Hubby is off to Prague on a stag do this thursday so on my own till monday. Thinking I will order in food at the weekend and sit and watch all my favourite movies in my p-jamas.

Thanks for popping by xxx

TT's
Sep 2nd, 2008, 12:18 PM
Sorry about the summer cold honey, hope you feel better soon :hugs:

I always enjoy the piece and quite when my DB is away, not that I don't miss him or anything :blush: , but it's nice to be able to watch what you want on the telly for a change isn't it? :rofl:

I do hope that you haven't missed Ov this month darling!

:hug:

Newbie77
Sep 2nd, 2008, 12:46 PM
Thanks for popping by to my place with your little story for me, I loved it!!!

Hope you're feeling better soon, all good pg symptoms though, so got my fx for ya.

Your card making plan is never going to make any money if you keep doing it as presents, or maybe it is saving you money if you don't have to spend a fortune on another gift??? Haven't the summer hols gone quickly? Hope school isn't too hard to return to!

Good luck this cycle chick, really routing for a :bfp: for you, been great support for me and for rallying round to get my PMA going, thanks :hugs:

Catch up soon....x.

babymaybe
Sep 2nd, 2008, 21:35 PM
Hello Still Waiting - just thought I would pop by your journal and say hello. Hows the symptom spotting going? Anything to report? fx for you.
xx

Munchkin
Sep 3rd, 2008, 10:16 AM
Hi hun, hope you have caught that eggie!
:dust:

Chris77
Sep 3rd, 2008, 13:56 PM
Hope you caught that eggy! SWIM :spermy: SWIM!

:dust: :dust:

lola
Sep 3rd, 2008, 22:40 PM
Hiya, sorry to hear you are feeling poorly my dear thats rubbish. But I hate to say it........(sorry in full on TWW symptom spotting mode)..........sounds like a pg symptom to me. God that would be great wouldn't it!!!! :happydance: Well as they say every cloud has a silver lining, lets hope this is yours!!!!

Newbie77
Sep 4th, 2008, 12:49 PM
You still poorly sick, think you passed it through cyber space to me!!! I am poorly and heading for Ovulation this weekend. DH told me to wear 2 jumpers and 2 tshirts today to try and sweat it out before I ovulate, I think he was trying to be caring and sweet, I was just like "yeah you try doing a full days work looking like Michelin man"!

Any news to report??????????????????? x.

still waiting
Sep 4th, 2008, 21:28 PM
Hi girls,

SO nice to come in and see all your messages.

Newbie- really sorry I have sent my cold your way! hard to be sexy and up for dtd when your breathing through your mouth and you've managed to join your nose and top lip with a bright red line.

Still feeling ill, but unfortunately don't think it's linked to a silver lining. Everyone around here seems to have it.

Trying to be good about the symptom spotting as keep getting it wrong. Have sore boobs at the mo but that's about it at the mo EWCM stopped then it went quite watery and now it is quite sticky sorry if TMI don't get all the CM stuff just know it's good when you get the EWCM.

got another 7 days yet as my cycles have been long.

Dr phoned hubby back today only because hubby phoned him first. Dr said no point in going for him second semen analysis as he has referred both of us we should wait for our appointment together.

Going to check you girls now- hope there are some good syptoms coming through and some BFP's

noddysgirl84
Sep 5th, 2008, 14:23 PM
Thanks for all you messages :hugs:

Thought I would send you plenty of :dust:.

Keeping my fingers crossed for you xx

lola
Sep 5th, 2008, 17:45 PM
have a great weekend, I hope you feel better soon :hugs:

still waiting
Sep 5th, 2008, 19:19 PM
I survived the first few days back at school! and they weren't fun!!!! Why am I a teacher?

Well it is 18:17 on a friday evening and I have cooked and eaten my dinner and I am sat in my pjamas watching television! and it's great!

Been having twinges in my stomach today and nipples are like bullets! I get these symptoms when the witch is on her way so trying to not get my hopes up this month.

Out with old friends tomorrow night, not sure how to cover up not drinking, never like to drink in the 2ww just in case.

Then my friends christening of her three gorgeous baby girls on sunday where I am godmother! will be lovely apart from the rain here. Need to find an outfit for it yet, decided instead of a present for the babies I am going to donate some money to the special baby unit that helped the girls in their early days. i can buy them presents any time.

slightly off track from just ttc stuff but on my own as hubby is at the airport with the stag party. Tend to ramble when not got someone at home to talk to! off to see you girlies now xx

Chris77
Sep 6th, 2008, 15:29 PM
I hope the :witch: stays away!

Hope you're having a good weekend! :hugs:

:dust: :dust: :dust: :dust:

amyblackstone
Sep 7th, 2008, 11:13 AM
Hope the :witch: doesn't come your way hun! Have fun at the party, and make up some excuse about the non-drinking thing :) How awesome to be a godmother to three little girls!

Hope a :bfp: is on its way to you!

Love,
Amy.

Chris77
Sep 7th, 2008, 17:28 PM
Hoping the :witch: is staying away. Just tell people you're on a antibiotic and that's why you can't drink.

Hope you're having a good weekend! :hugs:

:dust:

babymaybe
Sep 7th, 2008, 20:24 PM
Hello still waiting. What a lovely prezzie idea - much better than the normal money box, silver spoon etc Hope it was a lovely Christening despite the rain.

Any more symptoms to report? fx for you

still waiting
Sep 7th, 2008, 20:55 PM
Christening was lovely and NO RAIN!

Boobs are still sore, especially around my nipples, and they are quite big (boobs i mean not got supersize nips! :rofl:)- but they do that before the nasty :witch: arrives. Not due to see her till friday time but as my cycles aren't regular could be longer.

Ended up having a small glass of red wine (think that will be ok) and said I wasn't going to drink anymore as I had to drive early the next morning.

Still got a lot of CM at the moment not sure if that's normal will need to look that up, only been really noticing and charting cm this month so might be normal for me.

Well going to check out your journals now, thanks for popping by xx:hug:

lola
Sep 7th, 2008, 23:33 PM
Hi wishing hope the nasty :witch: stays away, when do you think you will be testing? :hugs:

amyblackstone
Sep 8th, 2008, 07:09 AM
Good luck hun, hope the :witch: stays away and you get your :bfp: !

:hug:

Love,
Amy.

Newbie77
Sep 8th, 2008, 12:49 PM
...Newbie- really sorry I have sent my cold your way! hard to be sexy and up for dtd when your breathing through your mouth and you've managed to join your nose and top lip with a bright red line.

:rofl::rofl::rofl:


Glad the christening went well. How you feeling today? Cold gone??? I am feeling lots better, still coughing and annoying DH!!! I still managed to DTD still over the weekend, anything for the cause :rofl::rofl: sounded like an 80 year old, 40 a day smoker though, but think DH was oblivious as buried my head in the pillow :rofl::rofl::rofl: was gasping for air by the time we'd finished!

Good luck this cycle.....x.

still waiting
Sep 8th, 2008, 20:15 PM
Glad the christening went well. How you feeling today? Cold gone??? I am feeling lots better, still coughing and annoying DH!!! I still managed to DTD still over the weekend, anything for the cause :rofl::rofl: sounded like an 80 year old, 40 a day smoker though, but think DH was oblivious as buried my head in the pillow :rofl::rofl::rofl: was gasping for air by the time we'd finished!

Good luck this cycle.....x.


:rofl::rofl: I just laughed so hard I had a coughing fit! :rofl:

still got sniffles, it's gotta go soon.

Lola: Think I will be testing Saturday I know that will be longer than my cycle ticker but i'm going by my LP and as the last one was 14 days thought I should test after 14 days from o.

Symptoms: still got sore boobs, still got fair bit of CM but I think that is it.
xx

babymaybe
Sep 8th, 2008, 21:13 PM
I'm sure that lots of CM is a regular BFP symptom so you never know......Good Luck

Newbie77
Sep 8th, 2008, 21:22 PM
Oh that is only 5 sleeps away Missey, really hope this it for ya, Sept seems a bit slow on the BFP front to date, so you set the scene and I shall follow!

Good luck! PS. 2ww driving you insane yet?!?!?!?

x.

Newbie77
Sep 8th, 2008, 21:29 PM
PS. I want you to pop a piccie in your avator - doesn't have to be of anything specific, just your space looks empty! Go on, I was bullied into a ticker this month!

amyblackstone
Sep 9th, 2008, 08:15 AM
I second newbie on getting an avatar pic! :) Do get one, even if it is just a standard avatar of the site, like mine :)

Great to know :witch: is keeping away, hope this means a september :bfp: is on its way!

Love,
Amy.

lola
Sep 9th, 2008, 09:49 AM
Good morning! Any more symptoms to report? Not long now Wishing :happydance: Seems like there will be alot of us all at once reaching the end of the 2ww, lets hope we have a tonne of :bfp:s. You had better get the trend started ! :hugs: Have a good day x

Newbie77
Sep 9th, 2008, 12:32 PM
Good morning Mrs, how's you today? Any news? Any symptoms, or more no symptoms?!?!?!? Like Lola said, hope we are all due for BFP's at the end of this cycle, good luck chick....x.

Chris77
Sep 9th, 2008, 13:37 PM
Just checking to see if you have any updates!

Good luck!

:dust:

Newbie77
Sep 10th, 2008, 10:04 AM
Where are youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu???? Hope you're ok, any symptoms as yet??? x.

still waiting
Sep 10th, 2008, 19:34 PM
I love you girls!

:hissy::hissy: sorry not going to set the trend this month :hissy: got brown spotting today so the :witch: will likely be in full flow tomorrow. :cry: really thought this month it was my turn, had sore boobs and bullet nipples for eternity and felt really horrible for ages.

Newbie and Amy- as I seem to be staying in ttc I will take the plunge and find a photo xx

Thanks for the support girls will be calling on you next cycle! But you are all going to have to show me the way over to 1st tri journals as you will all be ther waiting for me :happydance:

xxx

still waiting
Sep 10th, 2008, 21:01 PM
Wow just went round all the journals and everyone is in the 2ww at least one of you have to get a :bfp: this month!

I just told hubby that next cycle we are going to have sex every other day for the whole cycle, he looked up from the tv (england match) and just said ok. Don't think he knows what he just agreed to :rofl: best time to get him to agree to things.

had a :cry: earlier about the :witch: but feeling positive already, at least I ovulated again this month so that's two months in a row!

Still not heard anything from the specialists so peed of about that!

babymaybe
Sep 10th, 2008, 21:02 PM
Really sorry to hear your out - bloody old cow :witch: Keep up the PMA and I'll keep my fingers crossed for you next cycle.
xxxx

lola
Sep 10th, 2008, 21:17 PM
:hugs: sorry love that is sucky......but like you say 2 months of OV!!!! fab, totally a sign that your month is getting nearer and nearer :hugs:

still waiting
Sep 10th, 2008, 21:48 PM
The little guy in my avatar pic is from a photo I took on my honeymoon in Singapore. He was ace hubby and I spent about an hour watching him and the other monkeys. If you ever go to singapore (I highly recommend it) you have to go to the Singapore zoo, it's nothing like a zoo; all natural boundaries no cages, animals are right there, Kangeroos jumping past you; a log separating you and the giraffes. Really cool!
We then went to Borneo after Singapore and saw the orangutans! they are lovely.

still waiting
Sep 11th, 2008, 09:22 AM
Ok so this morning only had a little bit of stringy brown cm in the shower I went looking for it if you know what I mean, then nothing, went to the toilet before leaving for school and thought I'll POAS anyway just to make myself know for sure.

Well POAS and it has come up with a faint positive. Trying to not get too excited at the moment but my heart is racing and I can't concentrate at work.

AHHHHHH! I am going to have to test again tomorrow morning, can it be wrong? might even poas tonight and for the rest of the week! Have been feeling a little yuk in the mornings but put that down to being ill and having to get up early for school.

Oh my! I might be getting my own :baby:!

What if it is wrong? oh my I want to go home and POAS! Today is going to be unbearable.

I'm so excited but anxious xxxx

Sambatiki
Sep 11th, 2008, 10:53 AM
Got my fingers crossed!!!!

Where's the pic???

still waiting
Sep 11th, 2008, 17:33 PM
right iv'e taken some pictures and i'm now going to figure out how to put them on.

lola
Sep 11th, 2008, 17:37 PM
WTF hurry, hurry post the pics and POAS AGAIN PUUUULLLLEAAAASE :happydance:

still waiting
Sep 11th, 2008, 17:40 PM
Ok first photo is this morning before work but after breakfast so wasn't my first pee of the day either.

The two together are when i came home from work at 4:30 ish but have been drinking all day.

What do you think?

Was expecting witch about friday time. Will obviously do more tests tomorrow morning with first pee!

Can a faint line be wrong? I have had the tinest weeeniest bit of light brown cm on a panty liner today but that is it.

xx

DolceBella
Sep 11th, 2008, 17:40 PM
Fingers crossed for you!!

lola
Sep 11th, 2008, 17:53 PM
OMG that is not faint thats a :bfp:
:happydance::happydance::happydance::happydance:

Sambatiki
Sep 11th, 2008, 17:57 PM
congratulations and celebrations !!!!

You did it!!!! Brillant!!!

BEEE EFFFF PEEE!!!

http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a223/angeltattoo/pg%20blinkies/bfpcongrats.gif

still waiting
Sep 11th, 2008, 17:58 PM
OMG that is not faint thats a :bfp:
:happydance::happydance::happydance::happydance:

really? I don't want to believe it until I have done some more morning tests.

So what is the brown cm about?

Lola and Newbie your cm is doing what mine did, obviously had never done it before with me so FX xxxxxxx

Sambatiki
Sep 11th, 2008, 18:02 PM
Its just old blood I think. Nothing to worry about.

lola
Sep 11th, 2008, 18:02 PM
YES REALLY NOW GO OUT AND BUY A DIGI IT WILL SPELL IT OUT FOR YOU!!!!

the brown CM stuff is probably just from implantation at a guess, brown is always old blood :hugs: Your bloody well up the duff, how fabulous ! :wohoo:

still waiting
Sep 11th, 2008, 18:12 PM
AHHHHHHH!:wohoo::wohoo::wohoo:

you have convinced me guys.... I have got my :bfp:

obviously still going to keep testing as I have about 18 more tests and I want to be sure as I want the line to go darker.


:happydance: I'm so excited there are so many of you in the 2ww we are all going to get our :bfp: and leave the ttc journals empty for a whole new batch of ladies! xxx

going to check on you all now!

lola
Sep 11th, 2008, 18:23 PM
I love you girls!

:hissy::hissy: sorry not going to set the trend this month :hissy: got brown spotting today so the :witch: will likely be in full flow tomorrow. :cry: really thought this month it was my turn, had sore boobs and bullet nipples for eternity and felt really horrible for ages.

Newbie and Amy- as I seem to be staying in ttc I will take the plunge and find a photo xx

Thanks for the support girls will be calling on you next cycle! But you are all going to have to show me the way over to 1st tri journals as you will all be ther waiting for me :happydance:

xxx

just realised it was the avatar that did it!!!! spooky the crazy monkey shows and you get your BFP, perhaps he's magic????

still waiting
Sep 11th, 2008, 18:25 PM
if that's true i'll drop him off to you xxx

Newbie77
Sep 11th, 2008, 18:57 PM
You call that faint?!?!?!? It's bloody not!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :happydance::happydance::happydance:

Yay, yay, yay, I'm in the mood for dancing, romancing, woo hoo, a :bfp: lady. I told you to get an avator and the little cheeky monkey has done it for you, woo hooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can you tell I am happy???? Lucky little cheeky monkey, I want one too!!!

So, so excited!!! You gonna test again tom with a digi???

Right you said my CM was similar, when you said that did you mean when you stood up it leaked? What about consistency? I know this is yucky, but this is a matter of life and death!!!! Just gonna be out for an hr or so, but will be back Mrs to get an answer...

Woo hoo..............................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:bfp::bfp::bfp::bfp::bfp::bfp::bfp::bfp::bfp::bfp::bfp::bfp:

still waiting
Sep 11th, 2008, 19:12 PM
Those sensitive to TMI don't read on!

Newbie- I seemed to have a lot of CM! sometimes felt like I could feel it coming out- Like when your period comes when your not expecting it and you just know youv'e got to get to the toilet to check. It started to get quite sticky and leaving a little pile in my knickers NICE! going slightly yellowy in colour towards the last few days.

Tuesday night went to bed with the shivers and felt awful! don't know if that was some sort of symptom.

I'm so excited I really want all you guys to come with me, think I might drop off the cheeky monkey with the others xxx Keep me posted with the syptoms and we can compare, (i have all of mine in my homemade spreadsheet!)

DolceBella
Sep 11th, 2008, 19:31 PM
Congratulations!!!

still waiting
Sep 11th, 2008, 19:39 PM
:shrug: DolceBella I can't find your journal

DolceBella
Sep 11th, 2008, 19:49 PM
haha! I have yet to make a journal... but i really should!

lola
Sep 11th, 2008, 20:08 PM
if that's true i'll drop him off to you xxx

ooh please drop him off in my diary!!!!

babymaybe
Sep 11th, 2008, 20:47 PM
The little guy in my avatar pic is from a photo I took on my honeymoon in Singapore. He was ace hubby and I spent about an hour watching him and the other monkeys. If you ever go to singapore (I highly recommend it) you have to go to the Singapore zoo, it's nothing like a zoo; all natural boundaries no cages, animals are right there, Kangeroos jumping past you; a log separating you and the giraffes. Really cool!
We then went to Borneo after Singapore and saw the orangutans! they are lovely.

He is sooo cute - excellent choice of avatar! He made me chuckle when I first saw him!

babymaybe
Sep 11th, 2008, 20:53 PM
OH MY GOD!!!!!!

Never mind the monkey look at the BFP!!! That's not even faint.

Wow - congratulations -you did it!! I'm so pleased for you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx


:happydance::happydance::happydance::happydance::happydance::happydance:

ZoeBunny
Sep 11th, 2008, 21:45 PM
I'm so jealous that you got to see the Orangutangs in Borneo... :hissy:
My dream honeymoon destination!!!!

Although, I suffer from bad reactions to mosquito bites, so we had to go to the Maldives instead (wasn't complaining :yipee: )

:dust: xx

ZoeBunny
Sep 11th, 2008, 21:47 PM
HOLY SHIT!!!

Just seen your line - how did I miss that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:wohoo:

Is it too early to say congrats???? xx

still waiting
Sep 11th, 2008, 21:55 PM
OH MY GOD!!!!!!

Never mind the monkey look at the BFP!!! That's not even faint.

Wow - congratulations -you did it!! I'm so pleased for you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx


:happydance::happydance::happydance::happydance::happydance::happydance:

:rofl::rofl: was funny to read after the avatar comments xxx

still waiting
Sep 11th, 2008, 21:58 PM
I'm so jealous that you got to see the Orangutangs in Borneo... :hissy:
My dream honeymoon destination!!!!

Although, I suffer from bad reactions to mosquito bites, so we had to go to the Maldives instead (wasn't complaining :yipee: )

:dust: xx


I am always bitten on holiday and end up covered in them, sorry to say but hopefully it opens it up as a destination for the future- I didn't get one bite in borneo! greece a few years before I had over 22 on one occasion! one was just under my butt cheek and ended up the size of another butt cheek! Sexy brit on holiday!!:rofl::rofl:

Newbie77
Sep 11th, 2008, 22:01 PM
Those sensitive to TMI don't read on!

Newbie- I seemed to have a lot of CM! sometimes felt like I could feel it coming out- Like when your period comes when your not expecting it and you just know youv'e got to get to the toilet to check. It started to get quite sticky and leaving a little pile in my knickers NICE! going slightly yellowy in colour towards the last few days.

Tuesday night went to bed with the shivers and felt awful! don't know if that was some sort of symptom.

I'm so excited I really want all you guys to come with me, think I might drop off the cheeky monkey with the others xxx Keep me posted with the syptoms and we can compare, (i have all of mine in my homemade spreadsheet!)

Ok, I thought I maybe had the start of thrush :dohh: (well maybe I do!!!), mine is quite thick and creamy (like never seen before) and it's started to leave little yellow stains when I wipe it away - so sorry this is too gross!!! Just kinda hoping I'm with you on the :bfp: front!!!! I can't actually believe I am discussing CM with anyone yet alone someone I know as 'Still Waiting' on an online forum, this is too wierd!!!!!

Got tender (.)(.), apart from that nothing.

Hope the cheeky mokey is on his way to my house....

So chuffed for ya hun, hope we can go over to 1st tri together, if not, keep a seat warm for me (pleaaaassseee)!!!

:hug:

xxx.

still waiting
Sep 11th, 2008, 22:12 PM
[QUOTE=still waiting;813694]

Ok, I thought I maybe had the start of thrush :dohh: (well maybe I do!!!), mine is quite thick and creamy (like never seen before) and it's started to leave little yellow stains when I wipe it away - so sorry this is too gross!!! Just kinda hoping I'm with you on the :bfp: front!!!! I can't actually believe I am discussing CM with anyone yet alone someone I know as 'Still Waiting' on an online forum, this is too wierd!!!!!

Got tender (.)(.), apart from that nothing.

Hope the cheeky mokey is on his way to my house....

So chuffed for ya hun, hope we can go over to 1st tri together, if not, keep a seat warm for me (pleaaaassseee)!!!


:hug:

xxx.

I'm not going without you!
I know what you mean Newbie it's odd isn't it, you've been a friend to me on here more than my non cyber mates!

tender (.)(.) so were mine and still are but not complaining! the soreness died away a bit and focussed on the nips but now today they are sore all over again.

Still waiting is also known as Nadiene xxxx

Newbie77
Sep 11th, 2008, 22:17 PM
[QUOTE=still waiting;813694]

Ok, I thought I maybe had the start of thrush :dohh: (well maybe I do!!!), mine is quite thick and creamy (like never seen before) and it's started to leave little yellow stains when I wipe it away - so sorry this is too gross!!! Just kinda hoping I'm with you on the :bfp: front!!!! I can't actually believe I am discussing CM with anyone yet alone someone I know as 'Still Waiting' on an online forum, this is too wierd!!!!!

Got tender (.)(.), apart from that nothing.

Hope the cheeky mokey is on his way to my house....

So chuffed for ya hun, hope we can go over to 1st tri together, if not, keep a seat warm for me (pleaaaassseee)!!!


:hug:

xxx.

I'm not going without you!
I know what you mean Newbie it's odd isn't it, you've been a friend to me on here more than my non cyber mates!

tender (.)(.) so were mine and still are but not complaining! the soreness died away a bit and focussed on the nips but now today they are sore all over again.

Still waiting is also known as Nadiene xxxx

Well hello Nadiene!!! Ha, ha, such a funny world this forum thing!!! Maybe we can take a few of the other girls, just been over to see Samba and she has the same CM as me!!!

So what has your OH said? I am presumming you have told him??? Are you doing a digi tom??? Questions, questions....

xxx.

still waiting
Sep 11th, 2008, 22:20 PM
haven't got any digital ones just loads of cheapies.

hubby is over the moon but like me trying not to get too excited until we test a few more times!

There are so many ladies at the same stage, we are all going to make a mass exit together!

Newbie77
Sep 11th, 2008, 22:25 PM
haven't got any digital ones just loads of cheapies.

hubby is over the moon but like me trying not to get too excited until we test a few more times!

There are so many ladies at the same stage, we are all going to make a mass exit together!

Woo hoo, hope so....fx, fx, fx, fx......x.

still waiting
Sep 12th, 2008, 08:23 AM
Two more pics the poas in stream one is the clearest but the little cheapy is quite faint. I did do a third all with the same first pee but it came out negative (I'm telling myself that doesn't count as I looked on the box and it is 5 months out of date.

I did drink about 5 pints last night before bed and woke up with a headache. I need a dark line! think I might need a digital.

Thanks for all of your support girls xx

So it is true its not over till the fat :witch: sings. I have got my fingers crossed for all of you (and me) xxx

Will check round tonight to obsess over your symptoms x

lola
Sep 12th, 2008, 09:54 AM
Morning Nadiene, they are BFP's love, go buy a digi today just to convince yourself :hugs: I'm soooo happy for you love

Sambatiki
Sep 12th, 2008, 10:21 AM
More lovely :bfp:'s I agree get a DIGI!!!

Newbie77
Sep 12th, 2008, 11:44 AM
Good morning hun :hugs:,

Lovely, lovely piccies (once again I think I am loosing the plot, commenting on a girls pee sticks on line, oh so random, ha, ha!!!), the first one is really clear. I would def buy a digi, there can't be anything better than seeing the word 'pregnant' come up on the screen.

So what are you going to be doing this wkend? Any plans?

Really pleased for ya, hope you have a few more :bfp: buddies next week (including moi!),

:hug:

xxx.

still waiting
Sep 12th, 2008, 14:22 PM
Good morning hun :hugs:,

So what are you going to be doing this wkend? Any plans?

Really pleased for ya, hope you have a few more :bfp: buddies next week (including moi!),

:hug:

xxx.

Plans for this weekend are quite busy- off to photograph my friends babies, the ones that had the christening they didn't get any photos so i'm going to take some staged ones of them all dressed up.

Then hubbys boss who is a prat is having a part at his from 2 in the afternoon till late. We should make an appearance as Hubby is the only designer in this family company. (the reason I don't like the boss is because on our wedding night in a very expensive posh manor house/ hotel, where we held the reception. He found out which one was our room got in and slashed open a huge feather pillow all in the bed, He thought it was really funny :cry: I didn't, one I was embarressed as it is criminal damage but secondly I couldn't go in the room until some poor lad had gone in and cleaned it because i'm really allergic to feathers, have an asthma attack and can't see!) We won't be staying long!

oops head of department just came in so had to minimise!

I've asked him upstairs and Mr Storky to send all my BnB mates their :bfp: xxx

Going to be stalking all of you in your 2ww not long left for most of you xx

Chris77
Sep 12th, 2008, 14:26 PM
I would buy a digi too but it really really looks like you've got your :bfp:

Your weekends sounds quite busy! Enjoy it - except for the boss's party thing..

:hug:

Newbie77
Sep 12th, 2008, 15:21 PM
What a pr*ck, I am the same as you, totally allergic, why are some men so pathetic, drink + men + mates = daftness!!!

Hope you have a nice wkend and don't be smiling too much, you'll give the game away!!!

Have fun...x.

lola
Sep 12th, 2008, 18:25 PM
Good morning hun :hugs:,

So what are you going to be doing this wkend? Any plans?

Really pleased for ya, hope you have a few more :bfp: buddies next week (including moi!),

:hug:

xxx.

Plans for this weekend are quite busy- off to photograph my friends babies, the ones that had the christening they didn't get any photos so i'm going to take some staged ones of them all dressed up.

Then hubbys boss who is a prat is having a part at his from 2 in the afternoon till late. We should make an appearance as Hubby is the only designer in this family company. (the reason I don't like the boss is because on our wedding night in a very expensive posh manor house/ hotel, where we held the reception. He found out which one was our room got in and slashed open a huge feather pillow all in the bed, He thought it was really funny :cry: I didn't, one I was embarressed as it is criminal damage but secondly I couldn't go in the room until some poor lad had gone in and cleaned it because i'm really allergic to feathers, have an asthma attack and can't see!) We won't be staying long!

oops head of department just came in so had to minimise!

I've asked him upstairs and Mr Storky to send all my BnB mates their :bfp: xxx

Going to be stalking all of you in your 2ww not long left for most of you xx

you forgot to add in your weekend plan, buy a digi and post the PREGNANT result for us all to see!!!!:dohh:

still waiting
Sep 12th, 2008, 18:29 PM
Lola- think I will go and buy one on my way to pick up my chinese. Taking it around to my mum and dad's for dinner. Hubby and I are really close to my parents, how can I hold this news in till december? ....never going to happen!

lola
Sep 12th, 2008, 18:31 PM
OMG get one NOW I CAN'T WAIT ANY LONGER!!!! please post a piccy, please please please please xxxx

jaytee
Sep 13th, 2008, 01:17 AM
First of all Thank you so much for your post on my journal....you and LOLA made my day! You two are great :hugs:

Second of all :happydance: CONGRATS ON THE :bfp: :happydance: I'm so happy for you!!!!!! OMG :happydance:

still waiting
Sep 13th, 2008, 07:07 AM
OMG get one NOW I CAN'T WAIT ANY LONGER!!!! please post a piccy, please please please please xxxx

Here you are hun, went and bought one. They are so cool! and now hubby and I believe it! although hubby feels left out and he wants to POAS :rofl: I've said he can use one of the cheap ones I have left.

just watching out for you guys now so I will still be around, but I'll stop writing in my ttc journal now I think.

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE FOR YOUR SUPPORT IN MY JOURNEY OF TTC!

:hugs::dust::dust::dust::hugs:

ZoeBunny
Sep 13th, 2008, 07:26 AM
:bfp: :bfp: :bfp: :bfp: :bfp: :bfp: :bfp: :bfp: :bfp: :bfp:
:wohoo:
Oh Waiting, I'm soooooo pleased for you... what a fabulous word 'Pregnant'!!! :yipee:
Thanks so much for posting that and putting us girls out of our misery!!

Hope it all goes well and it's lovely and sticky and all that stuff!!!
Take care, I look forward to reading your PG Journal
:hug:
xxxxxxx

babymaybe
Sep 13th, 2008, 09:21 AM
Bless the genuis who invented the digi poas!! That's fantastic - congratulations again.:hugs:

Newbie77
Sep 13th, 2008, 14:41 PM
Woo hoo, love it!!!!!!!!! Congrats again hun...

So did you tell your parents? you gonna crack under the pressure, I am positive I would....

:hug:

amyblackstone
Sep 14th, 2008, 06:25 AM
Congratulations Hun!!


Awesome! :bfp: :bfp: :bfp: :bfp: :bfp: :bfp:

:happydance: :happydance: :happydance: :happydance: :happydance: :happydance: :happydance: :happydance: :happydance: :happydance: :happydance: :happydance: :happydance: :happydance: :happydance: :happydance:

DolceBella
Sep 14th, 2008, 06:52 AM
Congratulations! There must be something to that lil monkey! :hug:

still waiting
Sep 14th, 2008, 09:12 AM
I know I said I wouldn't write in here anymore but i'm not ready to move without you guys yet!


Newbie- I cracked last night I had to tell my parents! We went around to their house. I sat them next to each other and told them to close their eyes. I then said look what Hubby and I got today, and I put the digi test infront of them. They both were in shock and then started crying. I explained it is very early days but I just had to tell them. They are over the moon.

Off to see you guys especially the mass of 2wwers fx

lola
Sep 14th, 2008, 10:28 AM
I'm sooooo happy for you :cry: :cloud9::cloud9::cloud9::cloud9:

You deserve this so much I will miss you :hugs:

Munchkin
Sep 14th, 2008, 18:37 PM
OMG! Still Waiting! I am sooo delighted for you! I should go away more often on holibobs! So please to hear your news. Now go on to first tri and warm some seats for the rest of us!
Big :hug:
Munchy x

Sambatiki
Sep 15th, 2008, 01:05 AM
What a fab Digi pic!!!

Can't wait to start reading your preggers journo!!! :wohoo:

amyblackstone
Sep 15th, 2008, 06:03 AM
Hey hun,

Isn't it great to have your parents' support during this time, they must be so happy and proud of you! :) I want to come over and give you :hug:, you soooo deserve a little bundle of joy!

Have a healthy and happy 9 months dear!

Love,
Amy.

Newbie77
Sep 15th, 2008, 15:19 PM
Hey you, have you managed to stop smiling as yet?!?!?!?

I don't blame you telling your parents, think I would be exactly the same. I bet they are delighted for you, really chuffed for you both.

xxx.

TT's
Sep 15th, 2008, 15:33 PM
OMG! How did I miss this!?
Congratulations!!!

:happydance: :happydance: :happydance: :happydance: :happydance:

Sambatiki
Sep 15th, 2008, 17:08 PM
Anymore news???? How are you feeling??

still waiting
Sep 15th, 2008, 19:12 PM
I know I said I would not write in here anymore but I don't feel ready to go to 1st tri yet.

Got a docs appointment booked for thursday 7pm.
Brown CM has stopped which i'm glad about.
Feeling little sicky in the morning but more like a hangover, wake up with a headache and manky mouth, little dizzy. Then it goes after breakfast.
In the evening drinking about 5 pints of water with dinner and throughout the evening.
Nothing else though.

Soooo excited about LOLA hope the rest of you in the 2ww will be announcing soon xxx

still waiting
Sep 16th, 2008, 17:24 PM
I feel like i'm in limbo!

I've not got any symptoms today, which is a bit odd. Haven't done any more tests since the digi one. Think I might do some reasearch on the internet tonight.

still waiting
Sep 16th, 2008, 18:19 PM
Took the plunge and have gone over to 1st tri to pester them with my questions.

But doesn't mean you've seen the last of me I will be still stalking all of your journals until you get your well deserved BFP's!

THANKS GIRLIES, YOU ARE ALL FANTASTIC!

amyblackstone
Sep 17th, 2008, 06:10 AM
Have a happy and healthy 9 months hun! :)

Newbie77
Sep 17th, 2008, 13:51 PM
All the best for your trip over to 1st tri, sure they will be fab and in the same boat so will be able to give you the support you need. Don't forget us though, we want a seat keeping warm for our little bot's. All the very best for your pregnancy chick....x.

babymaybe
Sep 17th, 2008, 20:06 PM
What a lovely reaction from M&D! Did you explain about the monkey too?? It's magic you know!
:hugs:

Sambatiki
Sep 17th, 2008, 21:50 PM
:cry: Bye sweetie :cry:

See you soon!! :rofl: Make sure you enjoy every minute over there!!

still waiting
Sep 17th, 2008, 21:53 PM
I want to be with you guys :cry: all in 1st tri of course

I've put my monkey about I think he's feeling a little pimped! :rofl:

Sambatiki
Sep 17th, 2008, 21:54 PM
I want to be with you guys :cry: all in 1st tri of course

I've put my monkey about I think he's feeling a little pimped! :rofl:

Ha ha ha ha :rofl: :rofl:

Newbie77
Sep 17th, 2008, 22:09 PM
Poor monkey, but we will love him so much if he works for us, and even if he doesn't maybe he will next month, always worth hoping for... bye for now chick...x.

Newbie77
Sep 17th, 2008, 22:39 PM
Know I am slow, but..... YOU GOT A TICKER - YAY, LOOKS AMZING!!!! xxx.

still waiting
Sep 17th, 2008, 22:42 PM
did it today! hubby has got really excited now x

Munchkin
Sep 17th, 2008, 23:34 PM
Yay! thanks for dropping Tom off at my house! Hopefully we will all be following you to first tri soon!

maccy
Sep 18th, 2008, 17:37 PM
I know we are in the 1st tri together so thought I'd drop by see what's been happening..I'm so excited still...but also sooooooooooooooooooooooo nervous. Take care hun