Rachels Journal 08

Aw glad Adam wants to be part of his sons life
Hopefully he'll do what hes said

Your bump is massive!! lol

Thanks girls!

I Know, i feel like a whale Sarah haha just wobblin around every were now waiting for him to make a bloody arrival (don't think its happening any time soon though, hes a stubborn so n so like his dad haha)

An i will be careful over Adam, i ain't in this to be messed around, i want to be happy when my babies born and if Adam even thinks about upsettin me hes out of the picture until jayden's old enough to make his own decisions.

xx

Sounds like you are doing the right thing hun. I think you are right Jayden probably can't move much now - and don't you worry i imagine you'll still be get wake up calls when he arrives!!!!

Sounds like you are doing the right thing hun. I think you are right Jayden probably can't move much now - and don't you worry i imagine you'll still be get wake up calls when he arrives!!!!

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Awww hun i cant believe these will be your last bump piccies before lil Jayden will be coming!!

Awww hun i cant believe these will be your last bump piccies before lil Jayden will be coming!!

I knoww :D:D xx

Hi Rachel!!:hugs: Wow little Jayden is really taking his time:rofl: It's so exiting:dance: I hope he arrives soon:dance:

About the baby's daddy to tell you the truth everything that's going on with you and him is what happened with Maria and her baby's dad he showed up at the end after we had already done all the hard work of being there for her and her appointments and getting everything ready for the baby's arrival and he thinks he can just go and take them whenever he wants. I didn't think it was very fair but she loves him and she's doing everything she can right now to include him in her life. I think your choice to test him is good don't let him play games with you, either he's serious or he's not. Keep thinking with your head girly, I'm happy for you:hugs:

Hi Rachel!!:hugs: Wow little Jayden is really taking his time:rofl: It's so exiting:dance: I hope he arrives soon:dance:

About the baby's daddy to tell you the truth everything that's going on with you and him is what happened with Maria and her baby's dad he showed up at the end after we had already done all the hard work of being there for her and her appointments and getting everything ready for the baby's arrival and he thinks he can just go and take them whenever he wants. I didn't think it was very fair but she loves him and she's doing everything she can right now to include him in her life. I think your choice to test him is good don't let him play games with you, either he's serious or he's not. Keep thinking with your head girly, I'm happy for you:hugs:

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I know not happy with Jayden at all, mummy wants him out but he seems to have got stuck haha!
I won't let Adam take advantage of me again, it's not fair on me or Jayden. One last chance, if he blows it then thats the end of it.
Hope your doing ok ....
xx

I'm doing good is Jayden here yet?:)

I'm doing good is Jayden here yet?:)

Not yet! wish he would hurry up, all the pain an stress! just lucky hes worth it :D stubborn lil bugger like his daddy haha xx

37 weeks + 5 days.

Feeling good today (apart from my constant tiredness + headaches) After so many false alarms an false hopes etc.. I've decided to give up thinking this little devil is coming any time soon an will come when nature takes its course!

Jayden is moving less than usual but hurts ten times worse when he does have a little kick about in there. Hes a little stubborn bugger, confusing his mummy weather he wants to come or not :muaha: haha.

Officially no more school, I've left for good! no more exams or teachers moaning on at me (well until college in September ha)

- Got everything for bubs now.
- Mine + Jayden's hospital bags are packed and ready.
- Buying paint for Jayden's room this week, so that gives me something to take my mind of things for a little while later this week/beginning of next week.

Hmm don't think i've missed anything out! Speak soon xxx

glad ya havin a better day. Yay 4 no more school :happydance: Sounds like you're gettin organised too! U decided what colour your gonna paint his room? :hugs:

glad ya havin a better day. Yay 4 no more school :happydance: Sounds like you're gettin organised too! U decided what colour your gonna paint his room? :hugs:

Cream with a border :) x

Awww i cant wait to get to paint my beans room - just got to wait for the house to be built now ha ha ha ha ha!! :happydance: :happydance: :happydance: :happydance: No more school!!! Amazing!! :cloud9:
Atleast you get to get used to Jayden before you go to college, thats a good thing you get to spend some time together :)
Hope he comes out soon though :hissy: impatience!!

glad you're feeling better hun x

:hug: Awww little Jayden you're being naughty.:)

I hope the pain leaves you alone, lol Can't wait till he finally arrives!

Hey rach

Just thought id pop in and see how your doing.l So how you feeloing now hunni??
xx

Glad your feeling a bit better and a bit more positive hun!!

YAY for no more school until Sept!! At least you can enjoy the summer with Jayden, when he finally puts in an appearance lol. Until then you can have some nice chill out time!!

38 weeks + 5 days. - OFFICIALLY IN SINGLE DIGITS! = ]

Feeling really rough and awful today.
Getting a few niggles but i am so not getting my hopes up because i thinks hes glued in there lol
Got a really bad headache an its making my eyes blurry and yucky - feels like my heads going to fall off :(
I am sick of feeling fat and swollen
I look like a huge road map (stretchies over taking my body)
Just want my baby out now!!! :(

Sorry for the moaning girls :( xxx

Oh Rach,

Its almost there. My SIL just had her baby last Monday and she was due 01 July, so it could come early for ya!

Hope you feeling more relaxed soon. :hug:

Aww hun, just think not long now. I hope Jayden hurries up for ya! x

ooo hun hang in there, not too long left now whether he wants to come out or not lol :hugs:

Ahh Rach...I hope he comes out soon. When I was away though he was gonna be out, and that feels like ages ago now. He must be real snug. I hope he comes this week. Fingers crossed :D

Just think its a max of 18 days left, thats not too long :yipee: I cant wait to see the pics of him :wohoo:


I have 119 left :haha:

Hi^_^ I hope baby's here soon!! I know you're begging for him to arrive, lol

Not long now babe :D

Wooo happy due date to mee :D

no signs of bubs coming on his own (stubborn little monkey :D)

The next time i'm on here i will be showin u pictures of my little man an tellin u about my birth :D xxx

I hope your little fella decides to come out and meet his mummy today, i have followed your story and must say you are one very mature and brave young woman. x

I hope your little fella decides to come out and meet his mummy today, i have followed your story and must say you are one very mature and brave young woman. x

:hugs:

well done rach x :hug: